SB19 Justin - Mr Sunshine

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🌜Cat's POV🌜

"Gusto kong maging moonlight mo, di man ganun kaliwanag, enough na para di ka mangapa sa dilim" sabi ko kay Justin.

Biglang nag-ring yung phone nya.

Ang sarap pagmasdan ng buwan.

"ha?! panong pinagkakaguluhan?" sabi ni Jah sa kausap nya sa phone.

Napatingin na ko sa kanya.

Tumunog yung phone ko. May sinend na link si Aina sa GC namin.

Yung video ng performance namin ni Jah nag-viral.

Natatakot akong i-check yung comments.

Pero sabi ni Aina may mga nagshi-ship na daw sa amin and madami na ding fan made videos.

Nagre-surface din yung picture namin dati ni Jah.

Natatakot ako. What if maapektuhan na naman kaming lahat nito?

It was just a perfomance walang masama dun...di ba?

Nagkatinginan kami ni Justin.

"It's going to be okay" sabi nya.

Huminga lang ako ng malalim.

Hinawakan nya kamay ko.

"Natatakot ako meow honestly, kaya kong tanggapin lahat ng ibabato ng mga tao sakin, ang di ko kakayanin pag lumayo ka na naman. Please, wag ka na ulit aalis, para kong naliligaw tuwing wala ka, ganun yung pakiramdam, parang naglalakad ako ng walang patutunguhan. Itong pagiging idol and artista? Napapasaya talaga ko ng sobra, pero pag wala na ko sa harap ng camera, I feel so empty. But you, you are a different kind of happiness, as long as alam ko kung saan ka hahanapin kahit hindi tayo laging magkasama, iba yung sayang dala sakin nun meow. Please...wag ka nang lalayo, dito ka lang sakin" sabi ni Jah bago tuluyang umiyak.

Para syang batang nawawala. I feel so guilty, ganto pala nararamdaman nya all this time. Ilang beses akong umalis nang di sinasabi sa kanila kung nasaan ako.

Sarili ko lang iniisip ko, pain ko lang yung inatupag ko, di ko man lang naisip na ganto pala yung epekto kay Jah.

Naluha na din ako. I hugged him, sobrang higpit. I've always wanted to do this since nagkita ulit kami.

Ang gaan sa pakiramdam to just let myself hug my not so baby Jah after a very long time.

"No, di na ko ulit aalis. I'm sorry, for being so weak and selfish. Hindi ko alam kung anong mangyayare pero this time hindi na ko tatakas, haharapin ko kung ano man ang ibabato sakin" sabi ko kay Jah.

"Haharapin natin" sabi naman nya.

***After a few hours***

May event for a cause sina Jah sa Davao bukas, sa studio sila matutulog ngayon.

Nakitulog na din ako, gusto ko lang silang makasama, lalo na ngayong kinakabahan ako sa mga susunod na mangyayare.

Kahit approved na si Justin kay kuya, sa pagitan pa din namin sya ni Jah pumwesto.

"Sure tayong good boy si Jah pero gusto ko pa ding protektahan ang bibigurl mula sa mata ng mga mapanghusga kaya dito ko pepwesto" sabi ni kuya sabay ngiti at kindat.

"Sige na nga" sabi ni Jah habang naka-pout.

Tinutulungan nya kong ayusin higaan ko.

"Skin care, wag kalimutang mag skin care" sabi ni Stell.

"Sana all nagki-care" sabi naman ni Sejun.

"May pinagdadaanan ka ba? Wag kang gagawa ng kanta about skin care ah di ko kayang damdamin yan boi" sabi naman ni Ken.

May nag notif sa phone ko. Chat ulit ni Aina sa GC, may nagviral ulit. Theory about samin ni Jah.

Kahit kinakabahan ako clinick ko.

Napatigil silang lahat sa mga ginagawa nila at nagsipunta sakin para makinood.

Una ipinakita mga individual pre-debut photos namin ni Jah.

The two might have met before Jah debuted.

They might have already shared something special before we knew them.

More pictures, then pinakita yung picture namin ni Jah na hinalikan nya ko sa noo.

Maybe they were really dating back then. After all, Justin and his agency never confirmed the rumor but they never denied it either.

Then may mga pinakitang articles and interviews.

We did a little "investigation", based on what Cat's friends posted on her timeline before, we found out that she went away multiple times before.

More photos, screenshots this time.

"Coincidentally" those were the times we noticed Justin was a little different. He was smiling but his eyes look so sad.

Oo nga, iba yung mga mata ni Jah sa mga picture. Parang may tinatagong lungkot.

Then "coincidentally" sparkles return to his eyes whenever Cat comes back.

More screenshots and individual photo namin ni Jah.

Then came this video that shocked a lot of people.

Yung video ni Jah na umiiyak sa streets while calling me. Ugh, this breaks my heart.

There are no posts from Cat's social media accounts for a very long time. We can assume that she was away again or maybe just laying low.

More screenshots.

I was afraid that Justin had gone crazy when he started meowing on this video before.

Video played on the part na tinawag ako ni Jah.

But now, I think he was calling someone named meow. Moreover, it's obviously just a nickname.

More pictures.

Catarina...Cat, and what other nickname could you possibly give her? Katkat? Kitty? How about Meow?

Then mga debut pictures ko naman pinakita.

Justin is back with his sparkling eyes again after Cat's group PHoenix debuted.

Ibang iba nga yung sigla sa mukha ni Jah sa mga pictures na pinapakita.

Then came this video of their emotional performance. All throughout their number you can see how they look at each other.

At the end of the performance, notice how Justin stared at Cat. If you look closely, you'll see the tears that ran down his cheeks.

And that smile...it looked bittersweet.

Slowmo version naman nung scene na yun yung naka-play this time.

What if they can't be together to protect Justin's career? And now Cat's too?

What if they can't be together to avoid fans being hurt?

Is this what we really want? A heartbroken Justin?

I'd rather deal with my own heart getting broken than my whole being getting shattered with a suffering Justin.

From one of your loving mais, go ahead and get your sweet corn Jah, your happiness is my happiness.

Tapos na yung video pero walang nagsalita samin. Nakatitig lang kami sa screen.

🌜🐕🐈to be continued🐈🐕🌜
I was not really planning to update tonight, sobrang stressed lang talaga lately, sorry. Dapat magda-draft lang ako ng idea 'cos I was bored, ayoko lang talaga na bastahin lang yung update. Then I just couldn't stop typing so here you go, update, yey!
Thank you pala dun sa mga tadtad ang pagboto nakakatuwa lang makita sunod sunod sa notifs ko, nakakabuhay ng loob.
Alabyu all 😍