hurt

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mattia held you, caressing your face.

mattia: i understand, i overreacted, i love you. i miss you. it was a small mistake.

your lips trembled as you cried in his arms.

y/n: i'm so sorry

wait-
what?

you couldn't speak. it came out as nothing but a whisper.

mattia: y/n?

your vision blurred.

no
no

you tried to scream out his name



you woke up. your cheek stained with tears.

you lay there with an aching body and headache. hurting inside and out.
not knowing what to do.

then you thought about yesterday. it was magical. you wanted it again.

you picked up your phone and checked your text messages.

you brushed your teeth, washed your face, and brushed your hair

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you brushed your teeth, washed your face, and brushed your hair. after using the bathroom you got dressed.

ootd:

you put a new bandaid on and left for your car

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you put a new bandaid on and left for your car. your parents were at work and your little brother was still asleep. he'd probably snitch but you'd just say you left for a walk or something. you drove off to michaels hoping he had what you wanted.

drugs.

after trying heroin you didn't know what you were missing out on. it made you feel sooo much better than weed.

you knocked on his door.

michael: hey
y/n: hi

you walked in going to his room.

y/n: so... what's the plan today?
michael: how about the mall and then jordan's?
y/n: what are we going to do at jordan's?

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