Revolving Doors ↪ Pete Wentz

I'll Be Your Soldier

Jay's POV

"What?" Pete said to me. "I'm pregnant." "I think I'm gonna be sick" he said while holding his stomach. "Are you sure?" He asked. "If i wasn't i wouldnt be telling you right now" i said to him. He ran to the bathroom.

Pete's POV

I ran to the bathroom and threw up. I was so confused. I thought we used protection every time. I went back into the room. I shut the door. "How did this happen?" "Well obviously the usual way" "Jay this isn't a time to be funny" "Yea I know sorry"

"Didn't we use protection?" "No. not every time"

"Oh God" My hands were shaking. I was about to have a Panic attack.

I couldn't breathe. Jay came up to me. "Babe calm down, breathe, deep breathe" I breathed in and out. "When did you find out?" "The day after I got out of the hospital"

"You've known for almost three weeks and you didn't tell me!" I yelled.

"Yes" she said

"Can I ask why?" She opened her mouth but nothing came out of it. "Jay why didn't you tell me?" "I couldn't"

"Why couldn't you?" "Jay don't get me wrong. I love you but you need to answer me right now."

Tears fell down her eyes.

She stormed off.

Jay's POV

I put my shoes on and my hoodie and slammed the door. It was raining. I went to the nearest tree and hid behind it. I needed to be alone so I stormed off. I know shouldn't have but I can't stop. Whenever there is a problem I run away from it, I push Everyone in my life away. That's who I am. I can't change it. I don't want to tell him what happend between me and Salvatore. I don't doubt that he will try to kill him and I don't want to remember it. I want to forget it. Like it never happened. That's what I want. If I told anyone I know Salvatore would come after me. That's just the thing. If he does something happens to the baby. If something happens to the baby, i will never forgive myself. I don't care if something happens to me, i dont care. But the child i am carrying, that is another story. When I am thinking this, I believe I am going to keep the baby. I also have some doubts. I also think i shouldn't keep it. It scares me when i think like that.

I put my headphones in my ears. I put on Soldier by Gavin Degraw. This song always calmed me down. Whenever I was mad or sad, I would always put on this song.

I could barely see anything. It was dark and probably around 3-4am."Jay!" I heard someone yell.

I heard footsteps coming towards me. "Jay! Come inside!" I turned and saw Pete. "I'm good!" I started walking into the woods. I could hear him following me. "Jay come back in the cabin" "I said I'm good! " I yelled.

"Find We'll have our conversation here" he said. I stop moving and stood there frozen.

"Now why the fuck didn't you tell me?" He said. I turned around so I would be able to see his face. "I can't tell you."

"Bullshit!" He yelled.

By now I was soaking wet. And so was Pete.

"What reason could there be for you to not tell me that you are pregnant!?" He yelled.

I then realized, there was only one way to stop this fight. "Because I don't know if it's yours" I said with Tears falling down my eyes.

"Are you kidding me?" He said to me. He started walking away.

I went after him. "Pete let me explain" "What is there to explain Jay, you're pregnant, it might not be mine, and I really don't want to talk to you!" He yelled.

"If you just let me explain--" he cut me off. "You want me to hear how you cheated on me?" He walked away from me. "I didn't cheat on you!" I yelled.

"I was raped!"

Sorry that this is so short guys. I'll try to make the next one longer.