The New Girl Next Door | Lee Felix |

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Hyunjin's POV

Moon Naze.

You are starting, again. I just hope you won't regret what you started. I'll make you pay this time. You put us in trouble back then. I won't let you this time.

"Okay, class. Let's start" our teacher said and started discussing our lesson

Felix won't do that for nothing. I know he has reasons and I know him for a long time. If Naze didn't do anything to him, I'm sure he did something to Felix's close friends or to-

Eunjo...

"Hyunjin" Minho called

"What?"

"Jihyun looks worried. You should go sit beside her" Minho whispered and focused on his texbook

What can I do? Of course she's worried of Felix. They are best friends for a long time. I want to sit beside her and make her feel better but what can I do? She hates me. She might push me once I sat there. Also, I'm mad at her for putting Caius on her story, and she took a photo with Caius SWEETLY.

Whatever.

I looked at the teacher and tried to focus but I can't. Damn it.

"Jeong Jihyun, are you okay?" Ms. Cha asked

Jihyun smiled and nodded "Yes"

"Focus" our teacher said and continued teaching the lesson

Agh! Why am I worried? I should be mad at her. Whatever. I quickly sat beside her and hit her heas with my pen.

She just looked at me and then looked away "Leave me alone"

"I can't"

"Why? Did someone told you to sit here?" Jihyun asked

"No one did, I want to make you feel better"

Jihyun rolled her eyes and rest her head on the desk. She closed her eyes. What if the teacher caught her? Argh. But she looks tired. What can I do? Damn. I quickly opened my text book and pretended to read the page to cover the sleeping Jihyun.

Why do I have to do this? Argh.

I can't fucking focus. I want to stare at Jihyun's face forever. Damn it. Why am I always like this when it comes to her? I look like a lost cute puppy around Jihyun, but when she's not around, I always acts cold.

I quietly and carefully started drawing on her wrist. She's not moving. Maybe she's already sleeping. She looks so tired. Anyway, I started drawing a heart and I wrote her name cutely.

Damn. She looks cute.

After our two first classes. It's finally lunch time. Jihyun slept for almost two hours. I want to wake her up but I can't.

"Yang Jeongin"

He walked towards me "Huh?"

"Wake her up. I'll treat you for lunch"

"Really? Okay" Jeongin answered and slowly wake her up

She stretched her whole body and yawn. She carried her bag and left the classroom without even saying anything to us.

"Let's go" Changbin said and gave Jisung, Felix's bag.

We all went to the cafeteria and sat on our favorite place.

"Where's Jihyun?" Chan asked like a worried older brother

"I don't know. She went somewhere"

Chan nodded.

"So, it's Seungmin and Changbin today" Jisung said

"Again?" Changbin

"What do you mean by again?" Minho

Seungmin and Changbin went to the counter and ordered our foods.

Where is she? I wonder if she went to Felix or stayed at the library? I hope she's fine. She's really soft hearted when it comes to those who are close to her.

"Ya, why did Jihyun let you sit beside her?" Chan asked

"Huh? I don't know"

"And why did you sat beside her?" Jeongin asked

"I can sense something between you and Jihyun. Are you two in a real relationship?" Jisung asked

"Stop you're making an issue"

"Just tell us. We won't tell anyone. We'll help you too" Minho

"Help me? With what? I don't know what you all mean"

"Do you like her?" Jeongin

I dropped my phone as soon as I heard the question "H-Huh?"

"Do you like her?" Minho

"Of course, he likes her" Jisung answered and smirked at me "You don't have to hide it. You're pretty obvious, Hyunjin"

"Fine, I liker her. I like Jihyun"

"See? She likes you before but you don't like her and now you like her she don't like you anymore" Minho

"You don't have to slap me with the truth"

"Let me ask. Why did you reject her before? Is it because you don't have feelings for her-" Chan

"I have feelings for her but I was just worried that you all might hate me for liking her, the girl that we treat as our sister"

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Flashback

Jihyun smiled "Did you read the letter I gave you?"

I nodded "Why?"

"S-So, you already know that I like you? Uhm... I'm not rushing your nor pressuring you but I will wait for your answer" Jihyun

This is what I hate the most. I don't want a girl to confess her feelings first. I want myself to make a move first but damn. She ruined everything. What now?

Aside from that, she's our friend. She's part of our circle of friends. I can't ruin any friendship with her. I want her to be mine but I don't want them to get mad at me.

"Jihyun-"

SHE KISSED ME!!!!

"I did that because I want my first kiss to be memorable. Also, I promised myself that you will be my first kiss" Jihyun

Damn it. How do I react now?!

"Sorry, let's not talk again anymore. You should've not done that. I don't want to be awkward around you but you just gave me a reason to be awkward"

I started walking away from her...

End of Flashback
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That's how my first love and supposed to be my first girlfriend ended.

I'm so stupid.