The Day After Tomorrow (BxB)

𝕺𝖕𝖊𝖗𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓 𝕷𝖔𝖛𝖊 𝕭𝖎𝖗𝖉𝖘

A/N: Y'all I'm a comedic genius. I apologize if the characters are goofy time to time, that's just my personality leaking into my writing. Btw that's a pic of Lizzie on top, um I'm in love with her....
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Warning: This chapter deals with themes of severe depression, mention of death and slight mention of suicide.
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(𝙿.𝚘.𝚟 ~ 𝙳𝚢𝚕𝚊𝚗)

I think something's wrong with my head.

I couldn't focus during class, I couldn't even bother to get upset when Hillan's yelled at me for daydreaming, I couldn't remember what the homework was about.

I wasn't even here, well, metaphorically speaking of course. My head was empty up until it wasn't.

As I walked aimlessly by Ryan's side as we made our way to lunch my head was moving a mile a minute.

"Ok Tiny, I'll see you at lunch." Rang throughout my head like a bell.

Why did he say that?

Was I really that tiny, I mean yes I am when compared to an Alpha as tall as him but....wait no...I'm focusing on the wrong things.

It's not what he said, it's how he said it. Why did he sound like he wanted to see me?! I don't know what's his problem. Just a second ago he was the same dude saying, "My name's Jayden and you won't see me around much." I thought back while mocking his tone of voice within my own head.

"I don't want to get caught up in him." I whispered under my breath as I walked inside the cafeteria building.

"Caught up in who?" Ryan asked, causing me to literally jump.

"Holy hell dude, I forgot you were there!" I huffed out as I held my chest, quite literally afraid my heart was gonna jump out of it.

"Wow, I'm glad my presence is so easily forgotten." Ryan said flatly with an eye roll causing me to sigh.

"I'm sorry dude, I'll pay more attention. I wasn't really here, I was in my head." I revealed as I scratched the back of my neck awkwardly hoping he wouldn't pry.

"It's fine, I'm here if you wanna talk." He said with an almost knowing smirk.

Knowing of what? I had no idea. I just hated when people got that look in their eyes, it made me feel like I'm missing something.

Before I could comment on it, Ryan started making his way towards the sushi bar. Now my head had spicy California rolls on the brain.

"I love spicy sushi!" I gushed after we got our food.

"I know Dylan." Ryan said for the eighth time, because I had also said my very factual statement at least ten times.

"I'm not sure if I'm a weird wolf for liking seafood more than meat, but then again how could I not!" I chirped as I literally skipped over to the currently empty table we usually sit at.