Sapiosexual [XXXTENTACION]

F O R T Y T H R E E

🥰J A H S E H O N F R O Y 🥰

"She just sat here and said that I'm doing this because she's pregnant," I ranted to Marco.

"You broke up with her?" He gasped. "Why would you do that?"

"Because it was too much to deal with her bullshit," I confessed.

"What bullshit," He asked me. "She doesn't do anything to you."

"Whatever you don't understand," I told him before leaving his bedroom and walking away.

"No one would understand that," he yelled to me. "That was probably one of the stupidest things you've ever done."

I rolled my eyes and walked out the front door. I got into my car and started driving. I don't know where I'm going but I just need to clear my head.

T A L Y E H G A L V E Z

"He literally just broke up with me," I told Dani.

"For what though?" She asked.

"Because I told him he can't just change me," I said. "Like what does he want from me in trying my best."

"Girl don't ever change for a man, let them change for you," she told me. "He is going to regret it and come back to you watch."

"I don't want him back," I scoffed. "He really just searched for a reason to break up with me."

"So what are you going to do about the baby?" She asked me.

"I'm going to have to get a job, cause whether he and I are together or not I'm not just going to get an abortion just because he dumped me." I sighed. "I'm going to have to tell my mom so she can help me get started with seeing a doctor."

"Yikes, good luck with that," She told me.

"I just don't know how to tell her," I sighed. "I don't think she'll be too mad after a while. She's going to be disappointed for sure but I don't think she will kick me out or anything."

"You just let me know what I can do to help."

"I will, but I'm going to make me something to eat so my baby doesn't die so I'll talk to you later." I chuckled.

"Okay bye," she waved in the camera.

I ended the call and left my phone on my bed when I walked downstairs to the kitchen.

I made a grilled cheese sandwich and cut up some strawberries to have with it. It's not much but it's a step up from yesterday.

I'm really trying to eat more but no one understands that it's not me, it's an illness.

I sat quietly at the table eating my food while thinking about today's events. I just don't understand why he would do this.

And why am I so distraught as if we'd been together for years. It's only been one month.

He told me he cared about me and he leaves over something so stupid. It just doesn't add up. Either he never cared for me or he found someone else.

It doesn't make sense.

But one I know is I have to tell my mom tonight.