Silence

Rejection

Obscure is my soul,

My whole being screams!

How unjustly foul,

A woman haunts my dreams.

My spirit has returned,

To the ungodly dead.

My anger cannot be vented.

Death is a relief, it can be said.

Silently I scream unheard,

Inside the insanity of my shattered life.

Love is just absurd,

And leads in the end, only to strife.

My heart is frozen in shards,

And has been suffering for so long.

Which is sung by bards,

In a painful, dreadful song.

The pain sears me through profound.

The hollow left by my heart,

Still bleeds and weeps deep down,

For what I had from a tart.

Bile and tears mix,

In a frenzy of pungency,

That has no real fix,

On my bodies consistency.

Blood flows down my face,

As I stare Death down.

I have lost Fear without a trace.

I wear it not as a crown.

I yearn for the arms of peace,

Yet they are not for me.

My life is just a drama piece,

For all the gods to see.

I feel no remorse,

As I deduce that love,

Runs a wild course,

Of hatred, till the grave.

All that was once dear,

Has become blackened,

Tainted by hate, that is clear.

My life is forever saddened.

Continue? I will struggle,

I will live with no pill.

My life purged of trouble,

Will lead to my sadistic thrill.

I love no peace!

My life I cede to anarchy!

Never again will I wince,

From the dark Hierarchy!

Love has created a void,

That is now filled with hatred!

Which I cannot avoid,

As I have no regard for life until sated!