Missing you

Chapter 10 Never again, part 47

Studying. The worst thing ever at the moment. Shann, Abby and I were just sat in the living room stressing ourselves out so much that I was surprised that my hair wasn’t turning grey. We had nothing better to do, so we just wanted to do it.

Suddenly, the door burst open and Tristan ran into the room “okay. Stop what you’re doing! We need to talk” he demanded “hello to you too” Shann muttered sarcastically “this is serious! Just do it!” he snapped. We all looked up at him for a second in shock, then did as he said. We all put down our books and notes then sat down on the sofa and looked at him. He sat down on the sofa next to ours and looked at us all, he took a deep breath and began “so, yesterday, I went to visit Brad…” he trailed off to see our expressions, then carried on when he saw that we were okay so far “and he told me about seeing you the other day and your little argument…” he trailed off again and Shannon sighed in frustration “just get to the point” she snapped, clearly annoyed at the mentioning of Brad. Tris looked at us all for a second with a sorry and sympathetic look “I tried to talk him out of this, I swear, but he-““tell us!” Abby interrupted, making him jump back a bit “h-he said… he never wants to see you again… and believe me, he isn’t joking” Tristan finished. We all just stared at him. Shock took over my body and I was unable to move. My mouth opened a bit and then I did the last thing I thought I would do… I began to cry “how could he say that” I finally cried, Abby was the only one who moved when she saw me crying, Shann was still staring at Tris and he was just looking away from all of us, obviously not wanting to see what our reactions were. “Come on, let’s just go upstairs for a second” Abby said to me, she took me hand and led me upstairs. I quickly glanced at Shann and I could tell instantly that she was angry, her hands were clenched into fists and her lips were pursed together in a tight line “why is Shann so annoyed, Brad was her friend as well as ours” I whispered to Abby when we got upstairs. We both sat on my bed and I began to wipe me wet cheeks as she sighed “It’s Shann. Who knows? But, she did tell me something earlier” she paused and looked at me, her expression became serious and I knew that it had to be something bad “what?” I asked, eagerly “she doesn’t like this. She doesn’t think she can be with Tristan if all this is happening. She thinks it’s time for her and Tris to…” she trailed off, not wanting to say it. I was speechless, all I could say was “what have I done”