Enhypen Imagines

A Smell of Lavender | Y.Jw

Requested by kpop_xweeb14 I hope you feel better hun!

A wide smile had spread on Jungwon's face the moment he had opened the door to you. He had been so excited for you to come over and spend time with him and the boys. It was just supposed to be nice and calm on one of their days off. Mainly just laying around in your pajamases playing video games and watching movies.

While walking inside with you Jungwon wouldn't shut up or stop rambling about how excited he was for you to join them, what you were gonna play, which movies you were gonna watch, how long Jay had been in the kitchen to cook snacks and such for all of you.

"Jungwon... it's fine, really," you softly assured him as he grabbed your bag and threw it on his bed, "you don't need to tell me everything that is going to happen."

"But I'm scared of your anxiety," he softly reminded making a small smile spread on your face.

"Why are you scared of it? It's not hurting you," you reminded and walked past him to go out to the living room where the other boys already was waiting to get everything started.

"No but it's hurting you and that's what makes me scared," he whispered into your ear as he wrapped his arms around you and pulled you down to sit between his legs on the floor.

"Oh shut up, will you?" you complained and softly hit his chest with a small laugh.

Instead of giving an answer he just sternly looked at you, he clearly didn't believe you, but were you gonna spare that a second thought? Of course not, you had to get ahold of some snacks before Niki and Sunoo would've eaten them all.

You quietly sat in Jungwon's hold while watching the first movie with the boys. Once in a while you could feel a small caress on your hair or a kiss to your cheek, a small smile spreading on your face each time.

"Eish but I don't wanna watch Thor!" Niki loudly complained as Jake was getting the next movie ready.

"But we agreed-" Jake started and Niki immediately shook his head in a stubborn manner, "no! I wanna watch that horror movie Sunoo hyung and I found."

"Can't we save that for another evening?" Jungwon complained as well as you began shifting around in his grip making him immediately catch onto what was happening, "you good?" he whispered.

"I need some fresh air," you quietly excused and quickly got up before rushing away from the living room.

"Come here," Jungwon softly whispered as he had rushed after you and carefully pulled you into the bedroom as your breathing had picked up in speed, by a lot.

You were basically heaving after your breath as tears were brimming your eyes, the reason you didn't know. This always happened and you hated it when it did, it felt like you couldn't breathe or stop crying. You could barely even focus on anything.

"Sit down, sit down," Jungwon quickly whispered and almost quite literally lifted you over to sit on his bed before you grabbed harshly onto his arm in an attempt to find anything to stabilize you.

You felt like you were falling without even moving. You were gonna be sick, you were sure of it.

"Look at me... look at me," Jungwon softly spoke and crouched down in front of you, grabbing your chin and turning your head so you didn't have a choice but to look at him.

His face was all blurry through the tears that continued to well up in your eyes, but you could still make out his stern and concerned face.

"Look me in the eyes, the eyes," he continued before carefully wiping away your tears so you could see his face clearly.

You were frantically breathing heavily as a pain began spreading in your chest while you tried to focus your attention on his eyes. Those deep dark brown, chocolate like eyes that always looked at you so softly, the prettiest eyes.

"See? Now breathe slowly," he instructed and sucked in a deep breath through his nose which you tried to mimick, "yeah... just like that," he smiled softly before carefully moving over beside you and pulling you into his embrace, "you smell that? It's lavender," he softly spoke and ran a hand through your hair as his soft scent slowly began filling his nose, "I read it helped calm down anxiety. I've been wearing it ever since you told me."

The thought that he had been wearing a scent that supposedly calmed down anxiety everyday just because he knew you had anxiety was something that couldn't help but make a small spark of happiness appear in your chest, slowly making the pain go away. He really wanted you to feel calm and comfortable around him.

"Yeah... see? It's already working," he softly spoke as he continued running his hand through your hair in a rhythmical manner as you continued to focus on his soft and calming scent along with his voice, "you want me to sing for you?" he questioned and you only grabbed a fistful of his shirt, making a small smile spread on his face, unknown to you, "I'm taking that as a yes."

"Please," your voice was quite hoarse as you whispered it out. The heavy breathing and panic had really taken a toll on your voice.

"Hmm... let's see," he hummed as he tried to come up with a song he knew would make you calm down immediately.

Girl, 말해 줘, 네 마음, 바로 지금
Baby, 같이 올라가자, 하늘 위로
All I wanna do is kick it with you