Deep in my heart (taekook)

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Third person POV

Namjoon was sitting silently and Jin was driving this time. He was occassionally stealing glances of his gloomy husband while Taehyung went with Jungkook. The brunette was very tensed so the blonde thought that it was better to be wih him for some time.

" Joonie, are you ok?" Jin asked looking ahead.

" I am fine." Namjoon replied in monotone not spring a look to his husband. Jin decided to stay silent till they reach home. The drive was silent for the rest of the drive.

They both reached their apartment and Namjoon didn't wait for anything and directly went to his room. Jin looked at his direction sadly and went to living room to provide some space to his husband to think about everything. Its better to talk to him later when his emotions settle down rather than digging up his pent up anger and frustrations.

About an hour later, Jin decided to talk to his husband and went to his room. Namjoon was sitting there leaning on the headrest with a pillow on his lap. He seemed to be lost in his thoughts. The shutting of the door brought him back to the reality and he smiled weakly. He signalled Jin to come closer. Jin smiled back and took his place in his husband's arms. They both sat there silently lost in their own thoughts.

'' Are all parents like that or they are like this because I am not their own son?'' Namjoon asked staring at nothing. This thought never crossed his mind earlier that his parents did that because he was adopted but today, when he saw them after so long, he expected them to talk to him, even if it was to scold him, like a normal parent would do but his dad's actions and reactions made him think otherwise.

''No Joonie, your parents love you. Don't think anything like that. Your mom , did you look into her eyes?....She was so happy to see you. Her eyes were telling how much she love you and your dad, I know he hides his true feelings, but he loves you so much Joonie. I can bet that one day, he is gonna come running to you and hug you so tight that your bones will crack.'' Jin tried to joke which bought a small smile to Namjoon's face and he kissed Jin on his head still holding him tight by his waist close to himself.

'' You are right...it all was my fault. I should not have gone against them, but I did and I don't regret it. Loving you and choosing you over everything was the best decision of my life. You made my life beautiful Jin, and if I get a chance to go back in past and change anything, I will not change anything. I love the way things turned out for us except somethings. Life would have been so great if Mom, Dad and Kookie would have been a part of it.'' Namjoon confessed honestly and Jin's eyes became glossy. He couldn't believe that he can be so lucky to have someone like Namjoon as his husband who loves him more than anything.

'' They were a part of our life and they will be a part of our lives even if they decide to leave us, we will always remember them, always celebrate their special day like we always do and will continue to hope that they will come back eventually. Everything will be alright Joonie. we just need to give them some time.'' Jin said and Namjoon nodded.

They fell in a comfortable silence once again. Jin comprehended if he should talk about Jungkook or not. He wanted to know if his husband is upset with his brother or not. He wanted to know what his husband think of everything Jungkook did. He couldn't control his thoughts so he decided to just talk about it.

'' Joonie?''

''Hmm..?''

'' You are not upset with Jungkook...right?'' Jin asked, his voice unsure. It took Namjoon a few minutes to answer him.