Its okay • n.r. [pt. 1]

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I'm miserable, I have to go to work tomorrow. I'm in a bad low with my moods, I haven't gotten my meds yet, and I miss Natasha. I wish the Avengers were real, lol.
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I had just gotten into a lot of trouble during our mission. Now laying in a puddle of my own blood with my wife standing over me holding my face.

"It's okay.. it's okay. We'll get you to the jet. You'll be fine." She cried

"Baby..." I croaked out

"No! No... shut up. Tony and Steve should be here soon, just... just hang on." She continued crying.

"I love you so much." I said as I knew these would be my last few moments with her.

"Shut up, we are getting through this! I am getting you to Bruce! Shut up, y/n! Shut up!" She screamed

"I'm so tired." I whispered as my eyes began to droop.

"No! Stay awake, stay awake for me, printessa. Please, fight for me. Fight for me." She whispered the last part.

"I'm trying." I tried to chuckle but blood came out of my mouth as I coughed.

Natasha continued on holding my wound tightly as she held my head in her arms as well.

"Let me go, Tasha... I'm ready." I admitted to her. Accepting what was going to happen in the next few minutes.

"I'm not... I'm not ready— you- you told me you would never leave me." She sobbed.

"And I never will... I'll be okay."

"You'll be okay? You'll be okay? But what about me?! What about me?!" She screamed as she sobbed facing her head to the sky as rain fell onto us.

"You'll be okay too." I whispered, pain slowly dissipating.

"I can't live without you, I refuse to." She cried.

"Everything will be okay... just— just kiss me." I asked, she nodded kissing my lips before telling me she loved me.

"I love you so much, more than you'll ever know. Okay baby? So hang on for me... please." She asked, I nodded. But that promise was short lived as I slowly continued to fade away, darkness clouding my vision as I could hear the jet coming in and Natasha screaming for help from anyone in the village.

"HELP ME PLEASE! SHE NEEDS HELP!" She cried

Her screams soon die down as sleep welcomed me into its open arms. Feeling all of Natasha's love was like a warm blanket on a rainy day.

I continued to feel her love as I slept, as I faded. Like a kiss on the forehead, or hot chocolate. Her love felt like a cold pool on a hot summer day, but also like cuddling up in front of the tv in a storm.

I left feeling her love.

And she continued on, making sure I stayed alive.

She vowed to protect me, and love me until my last dying breath. You never know when that last day will be, that last kiss, that last hug, that last cry.

Natasha hoped this would not be our last as my heart monitor beeped excruciatingly slowly on the jet towards the hospital doctor Strange's girlfriend worked at.

Beep...

Beep...

Beep...

Beep...

I flatlined as soon as she got me onto the operating table.

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