Knowing that you are feeling unwell breaks my heart. I can not bear to see you like that and I want to have the ability to make you feel better. I wish to see you happy forever. Know that I would never ever have the intention to do something on purpose that annoys you. On the contrary, I am ready to do anything for you especially if it makes you happy. Also, I would really like it if you would vent out to me and tell me your problems, maybe you will feel better? I want you to trust me and tell me what bothers you throughout the day.. I genuinely feel happy when you are happy, and feel sad when you are sad. I always worry about you and pray for your well-being. Please take good care of yourself. Sometimes I wish that I can be physically there for you and take care of you. I want to treat you the way you deserve to be treated, and I want to spoil you until you feel like a king. I know sometimes you might think that I am exaggerating, but I am not; this is how I truly feel. Maybe I feel more than that too but currently this is the only thing I can talk about.. After many nights of thinking, I reached a point where I took a decision. The decision is "I do not have to waste time anymore" I know that your your life is hard and that I might regret not speaking up earlier, so that is why I started to speak about my feelings more. I do not want to have regrets. I fear that one day life will take you away from me and I will be left alone with my regrets, I am sure that this will kill me slowly. So please don't think that I am exaggerating or feeling too much feelings for you at such a short time.. I want to make you happy as long as I am in your life..
