double take || jeonghan

chapter forty

jeonghan's pov

after the class ended, joshua stopped me from going home.

"yes, joshua? anything that i could help?"

"sooae."

i furrowed my eyebrows.

"why? what's with her?"

"why did you broke up with her?"

i sighed.

"look, joshua. i've think about this before and i'm sure that this is the right decision. i need to focus on my study, and achieve my dreams so-"

"but that doesn't mean that you can hurt her like that, jeonghan." he replied. i've never seen him being this serious about something before.

"i'm sorry."

he let out a heavy sigh. "i'm sorry too, jeonghan. this is your life. i shouldn't interfere for things like this. it's just.. i don't want you to regret this thing later. i know that you love her."

"but i don't-"

"you didn't notice your own feelings yet, jeonghan. you will, soon. trust me. i hope that you would regret things that you've done now." he said as he left.

sooae's pov

wonwoo. i met him again. i can't believe this is happening. he transferred to my school? and he's talking to me like nothing had happened between us before.

i can't think. everything is happening too fast right now. i know that my feelings for jeonghan haven't faded.. yet. but, for wonwoo? i'm not sure.

what is actually happening to me? what's wrong with my life?

i should call vernon and tell him everything.

you started a voice call

vernon: "hello, sooae. why did you called?"

sooae: "wonwoo."

vernon: "huh? what's with him? did you dreamt about him again?"

sooae: "no."

vernon: "then, what is it?"

sooae: "he... he transferred to my school, along with mingyu."

vernon: "what?!??!? so that's why i didn't see him at school just now."

sooae: "what should i do?"

vernon: "what do you mean?"

sooae: "i don't know, i just..."

vernon: "forgive him, sooae. that's the only way-"

sooae: "i have forgiven him, vernon. i don't like to hold a grudge against someone for so long. but... i'm scared."

vernon: "scared of what?"

sooae: "i'm scared of my own feelings, vernon."