Seducing Samantha Del Rio - Completed

CHAPTER 52

Christian held his two arms wide open. Nag unat ito at napangiti nang pumasok sila sa loob ng bahay nila. He looked around and smiled at her.

"Home sweet home!"

Amelia smiled and couldn't help but shake her head. He was back. The Christian who found happiness in everything. Tila may humaplos na mainit na bagay sa dibdib niya habang nakatingin dito. Her heart warmed.

Napahinto naman ito sa pag titingin tingin sa paligid nang mag baling ng tingin sa kanya.

Worry crossed his handsome face. Mabilis siya nitong nilapitan at agad na hinawakan ang pisngi niya. And Amelia realized she was crying. Pinunasan nito ang luha sa mga mata niya.

"Honey. I'm here. Hindi na ako figment of your imagination." He cooed while wiping her tears.

Pero sunod sunod na ang pag tulo ng luha sa mga mata niya. The lump in her throat is constricting her to breath. Hindi niya maintindihan kung bakit tila nalulungkot siya habang nakatingin dito. Is it because she had done something that she couldn't ask for forgiveness?

Where is this conflicting feeling coming from? Gusto niyang sabihin dito na may nangyari sa kanila ni Sam but what would his reaction be? Bumabalik na sila sa dati at ayaw niyang masira pa iyon. But what about Sam? Sa tuwing naiisip niya ito ay hindi niya din maiwasang sumakit ang dibdib niya.

Who should she choose this time? Is it Christian, the man she had loved for the longest time or Sam, the woman who came into her life unexpectedly and made her feel things that she never thought possible?

Lalong umalog ang balikat niya sa pag pipigil ng luha. He looked conflicted for a moment at sa huli ay niyakap siya nito. He tapped her back and few times and held her tighter na para bang mawawala siya dito ano mang oras.

"I-I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Amelia."

Umiling siya. Bakit ito nag s-sorry? She knew they are both hurting. Kaya nga niya ito hinahahayaan na mambabae noon dahil alam niyang nasasaktan ito. But on that process her heart became numb. Ngayon na lang ulit na-proseso ng puso niya at ng utak niya ang mga nangyayari.

"I-I'm sorry too Christian." Amelia looked into his eyes and she didn't know what she was sorry for.

Is it because she cheated on him with his mistress or is it because she got a miscarriage? Hindi niya alam but she knew she felt sorry. Maraming bagay na alam niyang gusto niyang i-hingi ng tawad dito.

Gusto niyang mag sorry dahil nawala ang anak nila. Gusto niyang mag sorry dahil nagkaganun ang marriage nila. Gusto niyang mag sorry dahil hindi siya naging sapat para hindi ito mag bago. Gusto niyang mag sorry, because she had done the same things. Gusto niyang mag sorry dahil sa pag alis nito tila naging manhid ang puso niya and Sam was able to make it feel again.

Oh Sam..... Hindi niya gustong masaktan ito. She never felt connected to someone like she had with Sam. Kahit pa noong una ay plano niya lang itong mawala bilang mistress ng asawa niya. Isa si Sam sa taong pinapahalagahan niya. But she couldn't tell it to him. Alam niyang hindi siya nito mapapatawad. She knew he is selfless. Minsan pa nga ay pinapatawa siya nito kapag alam nitong malungkot siya. But she knew he wasn't a forgiving person. Patunay na doon ang galit nito sa kanya nang mawala ang anak nila. Hindi din nito tanggap na naaapakan ang pag kalalake nito. He couldn't really take care of the business at alam nito iyon. Madalas sila noong mag away dahil doon. Siguradong hindi siya nito mapapatawad kapag nalaman nitong si Sam ang mistress niya.

It's a hopeless situation. Humagulgol siya ng iyak sa balikat nito.

"A-Ano bang problema, Honey?" Ramdam niya sa boses nito ang pag aalala. "You are making me worry."