My Lover's Personality is a Little Strange

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In fact, it was the opposite.

'I still love Theodore, but I can't forgive him.'

Since I met him again as an adult and fell in love with him, there has never been a single day I didn't love him.

I loved him even when he lost his memory and treated me coldly.

If I hadn't found out that I was pregnant, maybe I would have stayed by his side stupidly.

I firmly believe that one day his memory will return, and that he will apologize to me.

Sorry, Yves. I'm, I'm so sorry....... I... I.......

Theodore, who finally regained his memory, cried in front of me, saying, "I'm sorry."

The afterimage of him, who burst into tears that he couldn't swallow, remained in my mind and was not erased.

Since I found out that there was a misunderstanding between him and me caused by the malice of others, there were times when I imagined forgiving and accepting him without realising it.

I slowly realised it in that way of myself.

The heart that loved him still lingered in me.......

I didn't, couldn't cut it out completely.......

So, without realising it, I imagine going back to that time.......

And the fact that I still have a heart for him made me feel shabby.

My heart, which no longer want to be shabby, stopped me from admitting that I loved him.

So I said so.

I forgive you, but I can't love you.

In fact, it's the opposite.

I can't forgive him for hurting me.

As soon as I forgive him, I fear I'll become shabby again.

......I was afraid and anxious of revealing such a fragile mind to the world.

What a coward I, the Head of Chernicia turned out to be.

Haha.

A useless laugh broke out.

"Oh, My Lord. Do you want to go out in the garden?"

When I came down to the first floor, I ran into Laura, who had a tray in hand with strawberry juice on it.

"Yes, give it to me. I'll take it."

Laura handed me the tray and then I went out into the garden.

Then I saw Ernst sitting on the grass and the children hanging from him.

"Oh, my God...! Er, Lia!"

I raised my voice.

"Stop bothering Uncle Ernst. Your uncle hasn't fully recovered yet."

"We aren't bothering Samjon!"

"We're playing with Samjon!"

Er and Lia protested with an innocent look.

Ernst then burst into a low laugh.

"Yes, yes. We're just playing together."

"......Don't overdo it. I'm worried."

I slumped down beside him with a deep sigh.

The children who found the strawberry juice on the tray came down from Ernst's body and sprang toward me.

"Thank you."

Ernst grinned at me.

'Strangely, the atmosphere around him has changed.......'