Somewhere, Someday

34

<A/N at end babes.>

Songs for this chapter are:

I don't believe you- P!nk

Poison and wine- The Civil Wars

The last time- Taylor swift

We are stars- The Pierces

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"I love you." It was as sweet and simple as that.

"You look beautiful as always Sarah." Josh reaches over the center console to kiss me. It was sweet and short. Josh was always gentle and kind with me, and I sort of loved that aspect about him. He was just what I needed right now, after all of my hurt.

"I look a mess Josh, but thank you. You always know how to make me feel like I'm worth something." Josh turns to look at me. He grabs my hands in his and kisses them. He looks up and kisses my cheek.

"You are worth more than a million Sarah. What would make you think you're worthless?" I couldn't tell Josh that Harry made me feel worthless and like a piece of garbage. But it was the truth and I should tell him. I just can't.

"Just some things are going on right now, and I feel like everything's falling apart. I feel like I'm falling." I felt so vulnerable in front of Josh right now, and I didn't like not having the upper hand.

"You aren't falling Sarah. You are one of the bravest and most straightforward girls I know. Just remember who you are." Josh's advice made me smile, and forget all about Harry.

"Let's go eat now." Josh gets out of the car, and opens the door for me. We walk inside the little diner hand in hand. It felt perfect being with Josh tonight. He was all I needed to feel better.

"Order whatever you want, I'm just going to run to the bathroom." Josh leaves the table and heads for the bathroom. Just as I am looking at the menu, I hear the bell on the door chime.

Liam walks in with Zayn, and I can't help but be surprised about Zayn's green hair. Has it really been that long?

"Fancy seeing you guys here." I get up from my table and walk over to them. Liam and Zayn both hug me. It was really nice being able to see Zayn again. I felt like we never really talked as much, and I don't know him as much.

"We were grabbing a quick bite Sarah, how about you?" Zayn sits across from Liam. The good thing is that there were right in front of my table, and so I didn't have to leave my table.

"I'm here with my boyfriend Josh." Liam and Zayn look impressed. I'm not sure if I told Liam about Josh yet, but I feel like I should've. I mean we are such great friends, we should know everything about each other by now. "Actually there he is now." I see Josh coming out of the bathroom, and my first instinct is to introduce him to Zayn and Liam.

"Josh these are my friends Liam and Zayn. Liam and Zayn this is my boyfriend Josh." I don't think I've ever introduced Josh as my boyfriend to anyone. He smiled when I called him that, and it made me smile to see it made him happy.

They exchange "nice to meet you's" and "we didn't know she was dating." It was actually a pretty fun time. We all decided to have dinner together tonight, and that made me happy. I loved all of my boys getting along.

"What have you been up to?" Liam asks me while Zayn and Josh are talking about something medical.

"Nothing just work and school. Same routine everyday." Liam nods and goes back to listening in to Zayn's and Josh's conversation.