the most painful

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Thorn pov

I hear people say that betrayel and losing someone is painful so often, but I rarely hear people say about watching your loved ones change. That's painful too...

My little brother, Solar, used to be a kind and honest person, but now...he changed.

We used to play all the time, but now... we don't even speak to each other.

There were no secrets between us, but now I don't know anything about him.

I used to be his best friend, but now...he can't even stand the thought of being with me.

He changed...completely.

Solar wasn't my sweet little brother anymore and I wasn't a 'good' brother to him either...

Now I'm the 'annoying' and 'controlling' brother.

What am I supposed to do when he sneaks out at night? I can't just let it happen. What if he get hurts? What if he got into trouble?

Atleast tell me about it...

Why does he have to be so secretive? Why do I have to be the 'controlling' brother just to make sure that he is safe?

Why does he have to change?

It hurts..

I miss my sweet little brother.

Even so, I still love him. I just wish that he wouldn't change so much..

Is it that much to ask? Am I selfish for asking it?
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Older brother Thorn AU and wrong path Solar AU.

I kinda want angst right now :>

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