Liam's pov -
I looked at Niall's wrist. I looked at the test, the poitive pregnancy test. Niall stared out the blue, not saying anything; tears were running down his cheeks, while the harder I held around his wrist, more blood flod out the newborn scars. I interwined Niall's and my fingers, "Nialler, babe, what's going on... How long has this been going on?" Niall sighed, and he started telling me the whole story.
"For many years ago, I started cutting. And when you asked me if I wanted to be your boyfriend, I found hope. But at that time, this battle was only starting,
It was only the beginning.
Hater's words got to me,
they have broken me more everyday.
I would have told you when I had the guts to it,
instead of this."
I had tears in my eyes, because he described it like a poem. A beautiful peom, and he continued:
"When I went to the doctor,
he told me that I am not a normal male.
I have the ability to become pregnant.
Go on, call me a freak, call me ugly.
Because hater's are close to win the battle,
I'm slowly giving up.
But for One Direction's succes and you and the guys,
I'm fighting to stop.
And for the baby too.
For you, babe, and the lads and our baby,
I'm fighting.
So that's why and that's what going on, since I'm doing this."
I ran my fingers over Niall's scars.He didn't flinch. He didn't cry og pull away from me. He let me see and check it - I was impressed over that he didn't do any defense. "Why, aren't you doing... Defense?" Niall shrugged, "It's not gonna help. It's not gonna make this better. I can't hide my 'secret' anymore, now that you know about it." I almost dropped my mouth. Niall knew, that what he'd done against himself for years, are wrong. He knew that the lads and I, we're his only hope he has left.
I kissed Niall on the forehead and lips, and ran downstairs to tell the guys what Niall said.
Louis's pov -
We had seen Niall scars. His cutting scars from pain, shame and his inner pain. Liam came racing and jumping down the stairs, "Guys! Listen what Niall answered when I asked him what was wrong:
"For many years ago, I started cutting. And when you asked me if I wanted to be your boyfriend, I found hope. But at that time, this battle was only starting,
It was only the beginning.
Hater's words got to me,
they have broken me more everyday.
I would have told you when I had the guts to it,
instead of this."
"When I went to the doctor,
he told me that I am not a normal male.
I have the ability to become pregnant.
Go on, call me a freak, call me ugly.
Because hater's are close to win the battle,
I'm slowly giving up.
But for One Direction's succes and you and the guys,
I'm fighting to stop.
And for the baby too.
For you, babe, and the lads and our baby,
I'm fighting.
So that's why and that's what going on, since I'm doing this."
That's what he said."
Harry, Zayn and I almost dropped our mouths, "Seriously?! That sounded like a poem!" Liam nodded, and Niall came down the stairs, with some kind of stick in his hand. "Li, want to tell them?" Liam nodded, "Oh, and we're expecting a little baby. Niall's pregnant." Liam grinned, and I shouted in chorus with Zayn and Harry, "We're going to be uncles!!" We started jumping around of joy, and Zayn by accident, slapped Niall's new scars, "Zayn, watch o-" A huge slap wa heard from Niall's wrist, and everyone stopped what they were doing. Blood started dripping from his white T-shirt, but... He didn't scream or cry; he just said, "It didn't hurt. At all." Liam, Zayn, Harry and I mouths almost fell off our faces.
Later that night, at their concert...
Niall's pov -
I stood up, getting Liam's help.
"Guys, I have something to tell you...
For many years ago, I started cutting. And when you asked me if I wanted to be your boyfriend, I found hope. But at that time, this battle was only starting,
It was only the beginning.
Hater's words got to me,
they have broken me more everyday.
I would have told you when I had the guts to it,
instead of this.
When I went to the doctor,
he told me that I am not a normal male.
I have the ability to become pregnant.
Go on, call me a freak, call me ugly.
Because hater's are close to win the battle,
I'm slowly giving up.
But for One Direction's succes and you and the guys,
I'm fighting to stop.
And for the baby too.
For you, babe, and the lads and our baby,
I'm fighting.
So that's why and that's what going on, since I'm doing this.
That's what I said ealier today. Yes, I'm pregnant with Liam's baby, and I'm a cutter. I admit it." Every fan screamed, "WE LOVE YOU, NIALL!!" And they made hearts with their hands. I smiled, and looked at the lads; they had tears of joy rolling down their cheeks, and Liam stood up. He came up to me, and kissed me.
"Niall James Horan, I love you."
