Kogan - I'm torn inside...

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Logan's pov -

*Flashback*

Kendall took my hand, put a hand on my baby bump, "Logan, don't get mad at me now. Okay? But to make sure the baby is safe, to make sure my behavior doesn't break your heart - I have to leave you, but you will always be my best friend - okay? I love you, Logie. Remember that!"

*Flashback over*

That's when my heart stopped beating. That's when I started crying every night when I have put my baby boy to bed. My world stopped being happy, without any fucking joy in it - just plain blackness. Everytime we're on tour, I always hide behind my covers at my bunk - I can't smile anymore, and if I do - it's a fake smile. 

I was crying silently, when I heard Carlos' voice, "Logan? You've been in here for hours now, please come o-" He opened the bunk's covers, and saw me - tears running down my face like a waterfall, a fucking sobbing mess. I looked at him, and leapt into his arms, "Carlos, I-I can't do no more... My heart will never heal again!" I broke down, and Carlos held me close into his body, "Ssshhh Logan.. It's okay, we're right here.." He picked me up, and I started to have breathing problems - I couldn't breath correctly, my vision got blurry - and blackness took over. 

Carlos's pov -

Logan fell into blackness, "No, no, no... NO!!" I fell onto my knees, praying Logan would wake up again. But no movement, no breath - no reponse! No nothing! I ran into the others, "Guys! Look at Logan!" Kendall and James stared at his lifeless body - and then his baby started crying. Kendall ran in, and picked him up, "Ssshh daddy's here, sweetie..." He stopped crying. James found our heartstarter, and I gave Logan heart message, and James ran up to Logan, and tried to wake him up again - bring him back to life. A few minutes later, he slowly started moving and breathing - his eyes opened, slowly blinking. "Hmm? Where am I? What's going on?" Kendall pushed James and I aside, and slowly helped him to sit up. "Open your arms, babe." He did so,and Kendall layed Cody in his arms. 

"Logan, this is our son - that you gave birth to for 2 months ago. For a month ago, I broke your heart, which I regret - I want uo and Cody back, I want you back - will you be my boyfriend, again?" Logan smiled, "There's nothing else I want to, Kendall." and they kissed. James and I looked at each otherm´, miming, "What a happy ending!" 

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