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Have you ever just been laying in bed, then you start thinking about things like, "who would miss me if I end myself? Would they care? What if everyone is just pretending to care?" And you start crying because all you can think about is that, and it only makes you wonder more if they actually care, and they tell you they do, but even if they do those thoughts will come back. Or when your really stressed, and then you just think, "all it takes to be set free is a sharp knife." And you just feel empty. And I will be happy during the day, and then at night I'll cry because of these thoughts. I don't know why, I just do. I'll just shut down and cry. I'll sob until my head hurts. And it hurts because it doesn't make sense. I just needed to vent. You didn't have to read this. But thanks anyway.

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