Someone like me / Lee Donghyuck

58th

Park Mina

Its been 2 days ever since sohyun and i had a talk and it has not left my mind. Who do i always think about? I asked myself over and over again. Is it really haechan?

I cant lie to myself that i dont think about him when obviously he always sneaks in my thoughts. I remembered what sohyun told me to help me out. She gave me 5 questions.

1. Who do you always look for?
2. Who do you run to when you have problems?
3. Who do you always think about?
4. Who do you cant stand being mad at?
5. Who does make your heart beat just by seeing him?

Ive been getting rid of these question for 2 days but i think i should just answer it. I probably wont come up with just one person.

1. I always seem to notice haechan a lot these past few months since we've been close and not to mention weve been fighting a lot, so i always look for him since he always make me feel bad by ignoring me.

2. "I used to talk to haechan about these things." That line that i had said when i talked to mark suddenly came up. All of the times he helped me came flooding in my mind. Even the little things he does to help me flashed through my mind. "Why do i always end up keeping your secrets?" "Because youre good at it." He does know everything about me...

3. Haechan has been bothering my thoughts every time we fight which is always.

4. I cant stand being mad at anyone. I forgive easily for crying out loud.

5. He did make my heart beat a couple of times. When he complimented my voice and when he told me we were a perfect duet, when he cooked for me, when we laughed together  after a long time because of my admirer. When he says he's better than my admirer.

"Hey mina, you okay?"  My heartbeat went wild from the sudden voice i heard. I turned around from the window. I just stared at him my heart beat was still fast. "What are you thinking about?" My heart stopped. I couldnt answer him so i looked away.

"Are you mad at me? Is that why youre not talking?" He took a seat.

"Im not mad at you." Bingo #4 he hasnt even apologized and didnt i say i was mad at him when i was with sohyun?

"Really?" He smiled. I nodded.

"Oh youre here mina." Sunhye just arrived.

"Hey sunhye."

"You look good today." Haechan said to sunhye. Which made me feel a pang on my chest.

I was walking out but haechan called me.

"Where are you going?"

"Im gonna wait for sohyun outside, i need to talk to her about something."

"Right! Werent you supposed to tell me something?"

I looked at sunhye and then at him.

"Its fine, i told sohyun instead." He pouted. "Ill get going."

Just like i said i waited for sohyun even it was uncalled for. Once i saw sohyun i ran to her.

"Sohyuuuuuunn." I whined.

"Yah mina are you drunk?" She rested her hand on my forehead to check if im sick.

"I need you." I hugged her.

"Okay.okay." She removed me off of her. Jeno was laughing which made me pout.

"Ill leave you two." Jeno left us.

"Whats wrong why are you going all crazy this early?" She crossed her arms.