Damaged / ℂ𝕠𝕞𝕡𝕝𝕖𝕥𝕖𝕕 /

Eleven

"Ava wait" Noah's voice sounded behind me, I turned around "Why would you do that? He didn't even do anything! Why would you beat him up because of me?" I yelled.

"You think I did that to protect you!?" He spat out, I looked at him "What?" I said, taken back by this.

"Two weeks ago, that asshole took advantage of a girl, he had it coming, I would never beat anyone up, just for you" He spat, I looked down "Oh..." That's all I could say, as I let it sink in.

"So, don't flatter yourself" He said walking off, awesome.

I turned around and started walking to my dorm, why do I always have to end up fighting with him? It's like we can't even be friends, I really don't get why he always must pin me to the ground, me and my self-esteem.

Once I got to my dorm, I didn't say a word to Isabelle and went to bed, not even wanting to remember anything from this night, his emotionless face, his fists in a ball to punch Ethan in the face, Ethan taking advantage of a girl... Ugh.

I kept trying to get to sleep but I couldn't, so I just pulled an all-nighter, studying.

Before I knew it, the alarm went off, I quickly turned it off rushing to the showers, after the amazing shower, that constantly went from boiling to freezing, I started putting on some loose pants and a plain t-shirt for today.

What will happen today? What mean things will Noah say? If he even is around, I sighed while brushing my hair, I walked out to my dorm and left all things, taking a last glance in the mirror.

I look awful, I didn't sleep not even 2 minutes, I couldn't, every time I closed my eyes I saw Noah beating the crap out of his supposed friend.

"Woah" I heard someone say as I felt I bumped into someone, great "I'm so sorry" I awkwardly said looking up, it was Lucas, Noah's friend.

"That's okay" He laughed out helping me up "Are you okay? I mean, after last night..." He asked, I shook my head "Don't worry, I'm fine" I gave him a smile, not meaning it tho, I want to sleep.

"Want to walk to class with me?" He asked "Okay" I smiled, we walked off, in silence.

"So, where are you from?" "Nashville" I said quietly "Really?" He sounded surprised "Why so surprised?" I giggled "My father is actually from Nashville" He laughed "Oh, nice" I smiled.

Once we got to class, we separated our ways, as I sat in my seat, the professor started to come in, it's the same that had that comeback with Noah.

When Noah walked in, I saw them talking to eachother, they seem like close close, I don't know.

I saw him pat his shoulder and Noah gave like this half fake smile, and then came up to me, and sat next to me.

I groaned inside, not showing anything on the outside, not wanting to react to him and feed him some more.

"You okay?" He whispered, I decided to ignore him, he doesn't care anyways, the professor started to give his lesson, which I last night already read, so I knew what he was talking about.

The day went on and on and on and literally never felt like it was going to end, until I finally hit my bed, I've never been so happy to touch my bed.

I got in, only taking off my shoes, not even taking off my pants or anything.

And tried to sleep, but you know when you are SO tired that you can't even fall asleep? That's what's happening right now and I think I might go crazy, I still can't sleep, and it's getting worse.

I still saw Noah every time I closed my eyes, his emotionless face, his anger that expressed his face punching his friend, I don't know why this affected me so much, but for some reason it did, and it frightened me.

And then everything slowly went black, finally being able to fall asleep...