Damaged / ℂ𝕠𝕞𝕡𝕝𝕖𝕥𝕖𝕕 /

Fifty - Five

"How many days has it been since you've even slept?" Isa complaint "Four" I said with my face in my books "You don't need to stay up studying, you're going to be fine" "I cant sleep so..." I muttered pulling my shirt out to put my other on.

"What is that?" Isa gasped "What?" I asked her "The bruises you had on your arm?" She asked "Oh, I fell in the shower" I said quietly, she looked at me as if telling me that she didn't buy it.

I rolled my eyes and put my hair into a bun "and when was the last time you showered?" She muttered "Isa, I'm fine" I snapped and walked out, these days she has been so annoying, I've been going to class and I'm perfectly fine.

I walked to Rick's class with my head low "Hey" Justin awkwardly said, I stopped to look at his bruised up face and smiled awkwardly "Hey" I muttered "You look awful" He said.

"You dont look good either" I chuckled walking in without looking "Get fucking out of my way bitch" I heard once I got pushed, I gasped looking up, Noah stared down at me "I-I didn't know it was you" He cracked out.

I couldn't even manage to talk, I was doing just fine without seeing him, he just kept staring down at me as I studied his face aswell.

He had black/purplish circles all around his eyes, his eyes were swollen and had a slight cut on his lip, figure that's where Justin hit him.

I glanced down at his hands, they were all bruised up with fresh blood on them "Ava" Justin's voice sounded in the background "Leave them" Rick said.

"This is not good for her" Justin snapped taking my wrist, I yanked away holding it in my other hand "Sorry" Justin sighed "Say something" Justin begged.

"Please dont have another meltdown, Isa is not here and I wouldn't know what to do" Justin panicked, I looked at him and then at Noah who still had his eyes on me, I shook my head "I cant do this" I cracked out running to the bathroom with tears streaming down my face.

I entered the bathroom and leaned against the counter crying, the door opened and I got pulled into a hug "I'm so sorry" Noah whispered, I pushed him away feeling the anger that I thought faded come back.

"You are not allowed to be sorry" I snapped pointing my finger at him "Ava I didn't mean what I said I'm really sorry" He whispered.

"No, fuck you, I wont let you break my heart again" I snapped "Please" He sighed "Who is the pathetic now?" I snapped repeating the words he used on me couple of months ago.

"I am" He mumbled "But I know how you've been and I didn't want to see you because I knew how I'd feel, but Rick forced me" He muttered "Since when do you listen to Rick?"

"Since he threats to call you" He sighed "You know what is funny? Barely a week ago we were having sex right here on this spot and in a matter of days you fucked it up and now you expect me to come running back into your arms but it won't happen" I said crossing my arms.

"I thought you loved me" He mumbled "I do, I mean I did, whatever" I sighed, he took my hand slowly putting it on his cheek "I'm a dickhead, and an asshole, and not a gentleman" He whispered "You could say so" I mumbled.

"Where you still into the game when you took my virginity?" I asked him "No" He sighed "Why would I even ask you? You are a good liar" I rolled my eyes taking my hand away, I wanted to walk away but he grabbed me by my wrist.

I looked at him and then at my wrist "Why wouldn't you let Justin do this?" He asked quietly "What?" I asked confused "I always hold you back or take you with me like this, but when Justin or Lucas touches your wrist you yank away, why?" He said.

"That's not the issue here, you are, okay? So drop it, drop the act" I said trying to get out his grip "You're not yanking away" He whispered getting closer, I hit his chest with my hand softly looking in his eyes "Let go" I cracked out.

He slowly let go of my wrist "I haven't slept in a week" Noah said when I turned around about to leave "Same" I said "We need eachother" He pleaded again.

"You should've thought about that before you went and played with me" I sighed and got out, everyone was standing outside, as in Isa, Lucas, Justin, Ed even Ethan.

"What?" I snapped "Nothing" Justin said quickly "You were eavesdropping?" I gasped "We were" Isa admitted.

I sighed "So, that means you are single?" Ethan smirked "Don't you dare put your fingers on her, jackass" Noah's voice sounded behind me, making me tense up as I felt his chest against my back.

I looked up at him and he looked down at me as I felt his breath on my face, I quickly got out of the position we were "I might be single, but still out of your league" I snapped at Ethan and walked off.

"What did you give her?" I heard Isa chuckle and then she came running to me "You're okay?" She said, I nodded.

We walked to our dorms and when we got in I got into my bed and bursted out crying.

"Ava?" Isa asked, I ignored her trying to be quieter so she wouldn't hear me, she sat down next to me on my bed "I thought you were better" She sighed rubbing my back "Seeing him killed me" I cried out in my pillow.

"I'm sorry, I know how he hurt you, but you will have to see him more since you study at the same campus, the only thing you could do is transfer but that's crazy-"

"I might transfer" I muttered in my pillow sniffling.