Damaged / ℂ𝕠𝕞𝕡𝕝𝕖𝕥𝕖𝕕 /

Forty - Three

"So, where did you go yesterday?" Justin asked when I went in, I groaned "I was out father" I joked, he chuckled "I hope you had fun" He said, I nodded "Are you coming to class?" I said putting on my other shoes "I guess" He laughed.

We walked out once he got half ready "It's her choice!" I heard Lucas yell "You think she wants to just fuck!? She is going to get her heart broken" Isa yelled back "She is an adult for fucks sake" Lucas kind of snapped.

Justin cleared his throat next to me causing them to look at us "Oh..." Lucas quietly breathed out, I looked at them awkwardly "Still judging, I see" I said looking at Isa "You shouldn't-" "And you shouldn't of have slept with my best friend behind my back, guess we are even" I snapped and walked off.

I couldn't care less about her and Lucas, but Noah had a point, she did keep that from me and she gets angry at me for keeping things from her.

"Ava!" Lucas caught up with me "Thanks for defending me" I smiled "You aren't mad right? Because I have something going on with Isa? She asked me not to tell you so..." "Please, I'm happy for you, I'm just angry at her" I explained sitting down on the bench in front of the building were our classes were.

"You should of have heard her" I mumbled "Noah told me" He smiled awkwardly "Detailed?" I chuckled "You could say that" He laughed "So, we are okay right?" I asked him, he nodded pulling me in a hug.

"That's a lot of contact here" Noah's voice sounded, I rolled my eyes pulling back "Dont be a pain in the ass" I said mocking him "You are a pain in the ass" He said rolling his eyes "So, I was wondering if you guys wanted to go to the party tonight, well, since Ava sleeps there she will have no choice" He smirked, I rolled my eyes "I'll probably be there, its not really going well with Isa so" Lucas chuckled "Okay, I'm going with Lana" he said, I tried hiding the pain I felt.

"Really?" I asked him, he looked at me "What?" "I'll go" Lucas said "No" I said still looking at Noah "I just thought you were done with her since the last time she pissed you off" I said "It's all fixed with make up sex, we should try that some time" He said winking walking off, my throat went dry.

He slept with her after what she said to all his friends and just yesterday he was about that I was different than the other girls? And he just said we should try make up sex with Lucas here.

"Are you alright?" Lucas said "I..." I began, but nothing came out, what is wrong with me? "I'm sorry" He softly said pulling me in a hug, I pulled back getting up not even controlling my body, and simply walked off, where was I going? No idea.

I got into my dorm, yes, I went back and laid down on my bed.

I'm done with Noah, am I feeling something for him? Why would I feel this way if I dont?

This has to stop.

When I calmed down, I got back up and walked out to class, I got ten minutes late but nobody said anything, just couple of looks.

The day went by fast and before I knew it I was in the cafe with Justin having the usual.

"Are you okay?" He asked "Do you guys really gossip that much that you all know everything?" I groaned "No, sorry I just wanted to make sure that you were okay" He said, I sighed "I'm done with him" I mumbled "you are?" He said, I nodded.

"Hey babe" Noah said sitting down in front of me, I didn't even look up at him, I just kept staring at Justin and looking down at my coffee "what's up?" He asked confused, I sighed still not looking at him, he groaned "Are you really butt hurt over Lana?" He said, I still didn't look up at him.

"Talk to me God dammit!" He yelled, Justin got up "She doesn't feel like talking dude back off" He said "Don't fucking tell me what to do" Noah snapped at him "If I could tell you what to do I would tell you to fuck off" Justin said, Noah got up and in a matter of seconds he had Justin against the wall by his throat.

"Noah stop it!" I yelled getting up "Oh, she talks" He said faking excitement still holding Justin by his throat, he was getting red, I took Noah's hand trying to get it off but he didn't move "Who are you?" I whispered out, my voice full of disgust while I looked straight into his eyes, his eyes changed and eased on Justin's neck causing him to fall on the ground.

I shook my head taking Justin's hand walking out the cafe "I'm so sorry" I sighed looking at him "it's okay it was totally worth it" He laughed, I  smiled a bit "Ava let's talk" Noah said.

"There is nothing to talk about, you made it clear already" "I made what clear? I didn't even do anything" "It's not okay to talk about our personal things in front of everyone" I snapped, he rolled his eyes "It was a joke" He said.

I huffed "Whatever it was what we had going on, it's over" I said walking off "Wait!" Noah yelled "You know that I'm trying" He said once he caught up with me, I turned around facing him "Trying is not enough anymore Noah, I can't stand thinking that one day you are saying how special how am and the other day you are sleeping with Lana" I snapped "Are you fucking jealous?" He asked pissed off "No! I feel like I gave my virginity to the wrong person" I snapped back, not even meaning it.

"Fine, you should of have listened to Isa, but hey, I really had a great time messing around" He said coldly, all the Noah that I knew was gone.

And he just walked off.