Damaged / ℂ𝕠𝕞𝕡𝕝𝕖𝕥𝕖𝕕 /

Fifteen

"What happened?" Isabelle said when I came in the dorm all pissed and panicking.

"I don't really know" I said trying to keep calm, not wanting to speak to her about what just happened, what did happen? I flirted with Noah, I guess.

I sat down on my bed taking off my shoes "I'm going to try to do some homework" I said not wanting to keep conversating, I took my books and just stared at them, having flashbacks.

"If you weren't such an ass, I wouldn't be so butt hurt every time you have to open that darned mouth of yours" I hissed, he smiled softly, why the heck is he smiling?

"My darned mouth huh" he chuckled coming closer, leaning in my ear, breathing in it, when I thought it couldn't be worse...

"You really don't know what for amazing things my darned mouth can do"

I remember shivering, feeling his breath in my ear, I don't know what would of have happened if Lucas didn't clear his throat, I don't really want to know.

And with Noah in my head, I drifted off to dreamland.

"Ava! Your alarm didn't go!" I heard Isabelle, I shot up "Again?" I groaned, not feeling well at all "Yes, hurry you'll be late" She said, I shook my head "Not today" I mumbled.

"You okay?" She asked sitting down with me feeling my forehead "You have fever Ava" She said softly, I groaned "Not again" I said hiding my face in my sheets.

"You have fever usually?" She asked, I looked at her "When I'm starting my period" I said awkwardly "Oh, that sucks" She nodded.

"I'll tell everyone you're sick" She said "Thanks" I mumbled.

I hate my period, I hate my fevers, I hate being sick, I hate missing classes but right now I just couldn't get myself to get up and go to class.

I decided to text my dad just to tell him, feeling bad I'm missing classes, he texted me back immediately saying that it's okay, that he knows how hard it can be on me, so that calmed me down.

I drifted back to sleep, slowly.

"Mom! Mom!" I yelled out at my mother, watching her leave me behind, with a new man "She's not coming back baby" My dad said rubbing my back "Mom..." I cried on my knees "Hey it's okay, I'm here" My dad softly said.

"I don't want you I want mommy" I cried out running to my room, "Ava!"

"AVALYNN" I didn't stop running, why is my room so far away? I kept running running running until I didn't feel my feet, in the back hallway that I've never seen before.

"Ava" I heard a voice. "Ava" I suddenly felt a hand on my shoulder, causing me to jump.

"Ava" I shot awake, only to see Noah, I was breathing heavily "You okay?" He said, I looked at him "What are you even doing here?" I said catching my breath, sitting up.

"I didn't see you in class, I figured... just because... you never miss one class, you know, I don't know" He said uncomfortably scratching the back of his neck.

"I'm fine, I'm just having fever" I said weakly "Do you need something?" He said, this is the first time we talk this much without fighting, wow, 2 full minutes without fighting.

I shook my head "Thank you" I said curling back into a little ball, trying to get the pain in my tummy away.

He sat with me, he didn't say anything, he just sat there, staring, I guess he wasn't sure what to do next, or maybe he was thinking about his next insult.