Damaged / ℂ𝕠𝕞𝕡𝕝𝕖𝕥𝕖𝕕 /

Twenty - Two

"Why can't we sit with your friends?" I asked him "Because they are not your friends" He said, I looked at him "But they came to sit with me" I said starting to get irritated "To challenge me" He said shrugging.

"Why would they 'challenge you'?" I mocked "Because they see me hanging out with you, don't you think they fucked Lana?" He said making me feel disgusted, so they are just talking to me to get in my pants? Lucas too?

"So whatever you have going on with Lucas, if you don't want sex then stop talking" He added, "Why do you think I don't want to have sex with Lucas?" I quickly said, he looked at me.

"You do?" He asked, I bit my lip not sure what to answer, obviously I don't want sex with Lucas, but I just don't want him to think he can tell me what to do.

"Well, then do whatever the fuck you want" He said coldly "Why won't you ever look at someone in the eyes?" I blurted out, he groaned "I'm so sick of your stupid questions" "I'm sick of you not answering" I said crossing my arms.

"Why won't you answer any questions?" I said frustrated "Why won't you stop asking them?" He said, I rolled my eyes walking off "Wait" He said running after me.

But I didn't stop, knowing this wasn't going anywhere "Ava!" He kept calling, when he reached me, he took my wrist, once again and he pulled me to him.

"Leave me alone" I raised my voice "Why do you want to know all these things? Does it even matter why I won't look in people's eyes?" He said softly "For me it does, I don't know anything about you, and I think it's important" I shrugged.

"Why would you want to get to know me?" He breathed out basically against my face, I tried to hold my breath "Huh?" He said getting closer.

"I...I..." I stuttered, he smirked brushing his lips against mine, I swear that I wanted to pull back, and that I know he is changing subjects and is playing me, but I just couldn't, I couldn't pull away.

But he did it for me, he pulled away "Not here" He said, I looked at him confused "Not anywhere, what are you talking about?" I glared at him "You didn't say that like a few seconds ago" He said, I rolled my eyes.

"Let's hang" He said "Hang where?" I said "At your dorm?" He said, I shrugged "Okay" I said and walked to the building, once we got in, I made sure Isabelle wasn't there, not wanting her to ask any questions.

"Okay so" I said closing the door "What?" He said sitting down on my bed, I sat down with him "Why won't you look at anybody in the eyes?" I asked again "Ava" He groaned "No, please" I said softly, he got back up walking to the door.

"You are never going to answer anything, right?" I said, slightly disappointed looking down "Right" He mumbled and opened the door "Wait, don't go" I said, but then I realized how pathetic I sound "Nevermind" I shook my head.

And he walked out, not looking back, he is just impossible to handle, I've never had such problems talking to anyone, only with him, he can't just even tell me what his favorite color is, even if that's just something you talk about with your friends.

What if he has such problems opening up to someone because something has happened before?

Thousands of 'what ifs' came into my head, every scenario ever, but I figured that I couldn't do anything about it, so I decided it was best to study, since it has been a little while that I had a 'normal' study time.

I really hope he someday opens up to me.