Damaged / ℂ𝕠𝕞𝕡𝕝𝕖𝕥𝕖𝕕 /

Twenty - Four

I woke up from my stomach aching, indicating me that I was hungry, well that's a way of waking up.

I got out my bed quietly looking over to see Isabelle, I mean, Isa laying on top of Alex cuddling, I smiled a bit, I never wished to have love, but now I kind of do, I mean, what does it feel like to have someone wanting to cuddle you?

I shook the thought out of my head and walked to my closet, pulling out some comfortable pants and just a tank top, and then my alarm went, I quickly turned it off hoping I didn't wake my roommate.

When I looked back over, they were still sound asleep, phew.

I got my bag and walked into campus, as I got closer to my first class, I got already pissed off thinking about Noah being there, as I walked to class, I heard two voices.

"You screamed harder tonight" I heard my professor mumble "Drop it" I heard Noah's voice hiss "If only you'd take my offer to go see someo-" "Fuck you" He spits out and I heard his footsteps, I backed away making it look like I wasn't here, eavesdropping.

He stormed out but when he saw me, he stopped, I cleared my throat "Hi" I managed to say, is it the nightmares that Isa told me about? "What the fuck do you want?" He breathed out, clearly pissed.

"Well, good morning to you too" I glared at him "I can't stand you by day leave alone in the morning" He muttered walking away, I decided to follow him.

"What is your problem?" I said, bravely, he looked at me, I stood there with my arms crossed waiting for an answer "What?" He asked bluntly "Why do you hate me so much?" I asked.

"You're annoying" He said "Then don't talk to me, ignore me" I said, and then he muttered something so quiet I couldn't even hear, he looked around, I guess making sure nobody sees us two talking.

"Well, have fun" He sarcastically said and walked off, I sighed walking in the classroom. Mr. Smith was sitting on his chair by his desk with his fingers in his hair, I kind of feel sorry for him, but then again, what can I do?

What are the nightmares about? Should I ask him? No I shouldn't, I should shut up and not think about Noah again, not today and not ever.

I sat down in my seat, remembering Noah's seat right next to me, just to bug me, he won't be back, I reminded myself, and then my mind took me back to our moment, or kiss.

The way he pushed me against the wall making me forget my dislike towards him, making me forget who he is, and what he is like, just making me want more and more.

The day flew by as I constantly thought of Noah, am I obsessing? Probably.

After getting coffee, I walked back to my dorm, not wanting to run into his friends, I don't even feel like seeing Lucas, I got in "Isa, are you here?" I asked shutting the door turning around "I brought coff-" I cut myself off once I saw Noah sitting on my bed.

"What are you doing here?" I almost snapped at him, I should stop doing that, it's not me "I um..." He awkwardly said scratching the back of his neck "I would like some coffee?" He said.

I sighed sitting down with him handing the coffee I had intended for Isa "Where is she anyways?" I asked "I asked her to fuck off" He shrugged, I gasped "Why would you do that?" I said getting up.

"Sit" He demanded looking up at me, right in the eyes, I quickly sat down knowing it was serious, but then something changed, he was avoiding my eyes, once again, he took my coffee out of my hand and put it on the desk.

"What do you want to talk about?" I asked him, almost worried "Who said I came to talk?" He breathed out closing the gap that was between us "I don't want too" I quietly said "I know you do, Ava" He said coming closer.

I started to feel his breath on my lips making them part involuntarily "But I don't..." I breathed out and when his lips found his way on mine, he crashed them into mine, making me want more, just like the moment I was thinking about earlier this day.

I shyly and gently put my hand on his chest, trailing it to his neck in the kiss, and then he pulled back getting up quickly breathing heavily "What?" I breathed out getting up too, what did I do wrong?

"Do not, touch me" He growled "I'm sorry I-" I said but I was cut off by him pushing me against the wall pinning my hands up above me, I guess making sure I won't be touching again.

"I don't like being touched" He said before meeting my lips again, I immediately kissed him back, not wanting to miss a chance of feeling his soft wet and warm lips on mine, he bit down my lip making me moan slightly, I instantly felt my face getting warm.

And then his breathing changed, it got deeper "Ava, I..." He breathed out breaking the touch of our lips only to trail that perfect lips of his to my neck, causing me to screw my eyes again, goosebumps filled my entire body feeling him only breath on my neck.

"Do you want me to continue?" He asked me, I nodded breathing heavy "Do you want me to continue Ava, speak" He hissed, is he trying to embarrass me? Hello, this is Noah we are talking about.

I pulled him away with my legs "What?" He asked confused "I won't be your toy, I'm not going to let you embarrass me asking me these... questions" I flushed "I won't be sleeping with you" I crossed my arms.

And he snorted "You think I was trying to sleep with you? Trust me, if I really would of have wanted to, you were now laying in that bed screaming my name, begging me to keep digging into you, not here being the whiney annoying bitch, you always are" He stated.

I couldn't help but gasp at the way he just said that, ignoring the last part.

"I..." I began but I really didn't know what to say, I groaned sitting on my bed "Is it that late already?" I gaped at the clock, 11 p.m.

"Guess the fun thing distracted you" He smirked "Can you leave?" I asked, he looked down at his hands "I was actually here to ask you if I may..." He said not knowing how to finish it.

"Can I stay?" He asked, I looked confused at him "On the ground, I pissed off the guy I'm staying with and-" "Okay" I nodded throwing my extra pillow to him and a blanket.

"Okay?" He asked, I nodded "But no talking, I have to sleep" I said, he nodded, then I realized that I wasn't even wearing pajamas "I have to change tho" I said taking my pajamas getting ready to go to the bathroom "Change here, I wont look" He said sarcastically "You aren't that good looking anyway" He adds.

"Well thank you" I said rolling my eyes "Well turn around" I demanded, he did and I started changing, not facing him so I make sure that if he peeks, he only sees my back, once I'm done, I tell him and he turns around.

"Goodnight" I said quietly turning off the light "Yeah, whatever" He answered, making me smile, I don't know why, but he's just so, Noah.

I turned around and slowly drifted off to sleep.

"No! NO!" I heard someone scream, what in the world? "Please don't!" He kept screaming, then I realized it, the nightmares Isa was telling me about, I quickly came back to reality and rushed over to him.

I remember him telling me he doesn't like being touched but who cares? He is obviously suffering.

I wrapped my arms around him "Please" He whimpered trying to push me away "Noah it's just a dream, it's me" I softly said, he started moving "Stop!" He started screaming again "Noah!" I said shaking him still hugging him.

"Ava?" He panicked "Shh" I said putting my head on his chest, his heart was going so so fast I thought he was going to have a heart attack or something.

"I-" "Shh" I said again hugging him tighter, and then he started to softly breath, letting me now he fell asleep, and I did not much after.