Damaged / ℂ𝕠𝕞𝕡𝕝𝕖𝕥𝕖𝕕 /

Forty - Eight

"I'm sorry" He whispered in my arms as we sat outside "Hey, you dont have to be sorry, okay?' I said lifting his face up looking into his eyes filled with sadness.

He nodded snuggling up to me "Noah, please come" Rick's voice sounded from the house, I looked up at him and he was smiling at us, I got up taking his hand kissing it "You can do this" I whispered.

He nodded walking in with me sniffling, I sat down on the couch that was further away from his father and he did the same "I'm sorry" His father said "I'm Gregory, it's nice to meet you..." he said giving me his hand, I took it carefully "Ava" I said awkwardly, he smiled sitting back down.

"I-I understand that you dont want anything to do with me anymore s-Noah" Gregory said "But I promise you I changed" He continued, Noah started to clench his jaw "Bastards like you never change" Noah said through his teeth.

"I know what I did was wrong and I'm so sorry, I want to make it up to you" He basically pleaded "You can take your new wife, and your new son and go back from where you came from" Noah said still not looking up "Noah..." Rick began.

"He abused me for years Rick! He fucking put his cigarettes into my skin as if I was an ashtray" He said getting up pulling his shirt out "His friends, all of them fucking raped me" He said showing the nail scars making Rick wince.

"For years, he treated me like fucking shit, you know how I was when you found me, and I haven't changed, nobody's allowed to touch me because of that son of a bitch because I think about what the fuck I've done wrong for him to treat me like this, I grew up without my mother too for fucks sake" He kept on rambling.

"Noah you know I blamed you for your mom's death-" Gregory said, his mother is dead? "It wasn't my fucking fault!" He yelled at him "I know now! Okay?" Gregory yelled back "You are a sick bastard, and you can search for women that look like my mom, but you won't fix what you fucked up with me, and I'll hate you forever" Noah cracked the last sentence out.

"Please-" "Everything you did to me, or what your sick pedophiles of friends did to me, I hope it fires back at you and happens with you, what am I saying? Twice as much" Noah said walking to him making me scared so I got up so I could come in between them.

"Every scar, every wound, every word you shouted at me while beating the fuck out of me, the first thing I fucking remember is when I was 3 years old and it was you, it was you, dad, saying how much I disgust you and that it should have been me instead of her, I dont remember playing with cars, I dont remember you reading books to me, all I can remember is you punching me, kicking me" He spat in his face.

"Noah I really do regret it" Gregory cracked out "I don't know why the fuck you came, or why the sudden lets go mess with Noah's head, but I dont want to see you ever again, I wont ever forgive you, I will hate your guts until the day you fucking die, and then? Then I'm dancing on your grave happy that the biggest son of the bitch is finally where he deserves" Noah hissed.

"Noah, enough" Rick said sternly grabbing his arm pulling him back "Don't touch me!" He yelled in his face yanking his arm away storming to his room.

When I was about to get up after him Gregory stopped me "Who are you?" He asked me "I'm his girlfriend" I said scaredly "I don't know my son at all, but I would be careful around him, he's a ticking bomb at the edge of exploding" He said, "Gregory leave the girl" Rick defended me.

"You made him how he is, dont you see that?" I finally spoke, they both looked shocked at me "Just like I said, you should me ashamed coming here breaking his heart once again, you really are how he described, and ontop of that, you are one of the most selfish person I met, you want him at your wedding dont you? To play a good role as in dad, but it would never happen, I wont allow you to hurt him again, you did enough" I said angrily and looked at Rick and forced a smile "Thanks for the support" I said to Rick and walked to Noah's room.

"You defended me?" Noah mumbled laying on his bed "You heard?" I sighed sitting down "I did" He muttered "How about we skip school tomorrow and do something fun?" I asked him "Are you really going to skip school?" He asked me laying me down, I cuddled up to him.

"Yes" I chuckled, he smiled kissing my jaw "I love you" He whispered and then shot up "Shit I'm sorry I-" "I love you too" I whispered back, he looked at me "You do?" He mumbled.

"Noah, how could I possibly not?" I mumbled softly kissing his lips softly, he pinned me down on the bed kissing down my neck, I moaned softly "Noah do you really think it's a good time now-" I started, he started breathing heavy biting down my neck causing a moan to escape my mouth.

"I need this" He breathed out pulling my shirt out, I took a glance of his face to see his eyes teary, I frowned "Noah no" I whispered, he kept kissing down my stomach but the pleasure wasn't there, I was worried about him and he's pushing his feelings away once again, I sat up grabbing his face.

"Its okay to cry" I whispered as he closed his eyes at my touch whimpering.