Damaged / ℂ𝕠𝕞𝕡𝕝𝕖𝕥𝕖𝕕 /

Fifty - Four

"They are all looking at me" I muttered at Isa once I walked into the building "They aren't" She assured me.

I got in class and sat down on my seat awkwardly, feeling like everyone was judging me "No one knows" She sighed "Whole of our building heard me have a breakdown" I groaned "Hey babes" Lucas said taking Noah's seat next to me "I didn't think you were going to be here today, since you skipped yesterday" He said "Babe" Isa warned him "Sorry" He smiled a bit.

"Have you seen Justin?" I asked him awkwardly "No, why?" "I dont feel like facing him yet" I sighed "He wont come around, I talked to him" He smiled.

"Have you heard?" Ed turned around to face us "Heard what?" I asked "Little Justin got into a fight" He gossiped "What?" I gasped "His nose is broken" He snorted "That's not funny Ed" I said worriedly.

"How stupid could you be to go to Noah's and pick a fight with him? That's just a suicide mission" he laughed, "He did what?" I gasped getting up "Where is he?" I asked Ed "Don't go there Ava" "It's my fault Lucas, he did that for me" I cracked out.

"I'll come with you" he said as he got up too and walking out with me "How could he be so stupid?" I sighed as we walked over to his place that was not far from here.

Once we were there, I was about to knock on the door but Lucas had the key so we went directly in, I walked after him and went to Justin's room going in softly.

"Justin?" I quietly said "Bubbles" he said weakly, I walked over to him, his eyes were black/purplish and his nose was all taped in.

"You should've seen the other guy" He joked making me giggle "Justin this isn't funny" I sighed sitting down next to him "So it takes me to go to Noah and get my face broken for you to come and talk to me?" He joked again, I groaned glaring at him.

"Its okay Ava, I knew it could happen and I went anyways" He said taking my hand "How was he...?" I asked him quietly "I'm fine" He chuckled.

"Sorry" I cleared my throat "He was angry, as you can see, looked like he didn't sleep for days" he described, a little oh came out of my mouth not knowing what to answer.

"Serves him right after what he did to you" "Justin, you did the same" I sighed "I didn't, I didn't sleep with you  nor humiliated you that way" he defended himself.

I sighed laying down with him "were you really going to use me to win a game?" I mumbled "Why would you ask those things? Why do you do this to yourself?" He sighed "Were you?" I asked him again.

"Yes" he mumbled "But that was in the beginning okay? Then I got to know you and you are a really good friend and I couldn't" He sighed

"What did you even say to him to get this mad at you?" I asked "Nothing, I just went and talked to him about you and then I may of have said that you forgave me because I wasn't such a son of a bitch-" "Justin!" I groaned.

"What!? Its true" He whined, I sighed sitting up again "I don't like you fighting with Noah" I mumbled "Are you defending him?" He sighed "What? No" "You are, he used you and you are choosing him" He sat up too "I'm just saying that you are going to lose when you fight Noah anyway so why would you do it?" I snapped.

"I don't always lose" He mumbled "You never win" I chuckled "You didn't win either" He snapped "Seriously?" I got up "I just cant believe you, he hurt you so bad and you just defend him" He snapped.

"You hurt me more, Justin" I said and walked out running into Lucas, I sighed shaking my head walking off "What happened?" "You were eavesdropping so you probably know" I snapped.

He sighed speeding up his pace so he would he walking by my side "Justin is just looking out for you, we all are" He explained "I don't need your protection!" I yelled stopping.

"That's what you said a couple of weeks ago" He sighed "Fuck you, fuck all of you" I snapped and stormed to my dorm.

I was about to open the door as I heard voices.

"He is going out of his mind Isa! He wont talk, he wont eat and he even threw his phone on the ground when someone was calling him" I heard Rick's voice.

"Dad, you dont know what went on, okay? Noah did something really bad and I dont think it's fair of you to ask for Ava's help after what Noah did to her" Isa explained "Tell me what he did" he pleaded.

"Its not my story to tell" Isa said, I opened the door quietly making them shut up.

"Hey" I quietly said "Dear you look awful" He sighed, I forced a smile "I'm fine" I said sitting down on my bed.

Rick and Isa looked at each other and Rick cleared his throat "I'm going to go, see you around the house... you know, with Noah" He said, Isa slapped his arm.

I nodded "Yea, see you" I said quietly looking down, then the door shut "I'm sorry for him" Isa chuckled sitting down next to me "I fought with Justin and Lucas" I sighed looking at her "What? Why?" "Justin was all about I was defending Noah and then Lucas said I needed protection and whatever, but I'm okay, alright?" I said looking at her.

"You don't look okay" She frowned "I need you to drop this, okay? I'm fine, perfectly fine" I said getting anxious taking her hands.

"Okay, you are fine" She said carefully, I nodded "Thanks" I sighed looking down, I got up taking clothes "I'm going to shower" I said walking out to the bathroom.

As I was undressing myself, I took off my long sweater, as I looked in the mirror I saw bruises on my arms.

He softly put his palm against my mouth speeding up, I let out a muffled moan as I felt myself build up and my legs began to shake.

"Shit" Noah moaned softly pushing himself into me, grabbing my arms now so I wouldn't fall back and put on the sink.

As we both climaxed, I rested my head in his neck breathing heavy "God damn" He breathed out "I love you" He whispered in my ear.

My own sniffles broke my flashback, I was still looking in the mirror but touching the bruises shakily.

I looked like I didn't sleep for days, I looked puffy and exhausted, I sighed getting in the shower.