Not Easily Broken (EDITING)

Chapter 73

Lani POV
3 days later

"Where you going?" I asked Erza watching him put on his nike sweat suit he ignored me still doing what he was doing "hello .....Erza where are you going?" I said again getting out the bed going over to him

"Not right now lei"

"Babe please I don't wanna be left alone" I begged

"I'm going to go find Èire." He said looking up I knew he was about to cry every since she's been gone he's been either looking for her, going to school or dealing with me he never really got to express himself cause he tries to keep hisself busy. "D Do you see what they doing to my baby man" he cried sitting on the edge of the bed putting his head in his hands I went over to him going in between his legs wrapping my hands around him hugging him letting him cry

"Baby we got this she's strong" I said trying to convince myself he shook his head getting off the bed pacing the floor

"I DONT CARE ABOUT HER BEING STRONG" he yelled

"Baby" I said softly walking up to him I grabbed his arms to make him stay still just for a second but he was strong for him to be skinny

"NO ONE SHOULD DO THAT TO A BABY" he yelled snatching outta my hold pushing me into the wall

"Ow ..Ahhh" I yelled ducking as he punched the spot above my head creating a hole in the wall I stared at him for a second before pushing him out my way

"Baby I'm sorry ... It's just Èire out there and we know where close to finding her" he said walking up to me

"You don't think I know that? I miss her too but what you not about to do is punch walls and shit"

"So you don't care that our daughter is out there getting abused" he yelled in my face

"Don't fucking act like I don't care I do fucking care she's more my daughter than she is yours" I yelled pointing my finger in his face he was really pissing me off like I don't care my baby gone

"And what the fuck that supposed to mean huh" he yelled grabbing my arm I snatched outta his hold

"Exactly how it sound she not even your biological daughter so why the fuck you so fucking hurt huh... what's in it for you? .....You set me up" I asked swinging on him hitting him in his lip he grabbed my arm pushing me into the wall we stared at each other before he let me go walked out our room and out the house slamming the door I shrugged going into the bathroom taking a shower.

He'll be back whenever he's ready I'm not about to chase after him husband or not and I don't feel bad about what I said because at the end of the day it's the truth he wanna make it seem like I don't care about my baby but I probably care more than him why he putting up this fucking front.

Every since Èire'asiajah been gone I've been cooped up in our room not having the energy to do anything I've been sick without my baby literally. I keep throwing up almost anything I eat not to mention I've been having hot flashes I don't know if it's the flu or if it's just me missing my baby but I made a doctors appointment for tomorrow to go check it out hopefully Erza go with me.

Lately things have been hella rocky between us, we don't even sleep in the same bed he'll most days he don't even come home When he do come home he take a shower and leave back out. I understand he's trying to find Èire and he's not going to sleep until he do but what about me? That's my daughter I carried her for 7months she came outta me so how do y'all think I feel knowing someone out there hurting my baby and I can't do nothing about it. I feel as if I failed her as a mom cause I couldn't protect her if I wouldn't have put her in my room she would still be here. I was snapped outta my thought by my ringing phone I looked at the caller I'd seeing Ari was calling