I am going to say, that there will he a lot of time jumps. And I still cant decide weather to do Civil War or not. But either way, enjoy. I am a very impatient person. If y'all want to see civil war leave a comment, otherwise I'll just time skip it.
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I have no idea where I am. I am once again in darkness. Did I die? Did I finally die?
I laugh little at the thought. I wouldnt be sad if i did.
"Lexi?" A voice says, and i turn to see Loki.
"Loki." I say. I couldn't bring myself to smile. The vision i had of him seemed too real. And that's the only thing that's runs through me mind.
"Are you alright?" He asks.
"Am I dead?"
"No. You are just in a dreamscape. Until you wake up." Loki explains.
"Why are you here." I say a little bitterly.
"I dont know." He said shrugging. "Are you alright?" He asks, looking a little worried.
"Why? Just so then you can continue hurting me?" I ask.
He looks confused for a moment.
"What are you talking about?" He asks.
"Really? You dont know!?" I yell at him.
"Lexi. Love. What is wrong?" He asks grabbing my shoulders.
"Oh now I'm 'love'. What happened to you calling me worthless? Or that I am nothing to you? Or....or....or...that I was just a game to you!?" I yell at him shoving him away.
"Lexi-" He began but I cut him off.
"Dont! I know that you never loved me. I was just a game! You chose death over me! Because I was so worthless to you! You left me because I wasnt good enough!" I scream at him.
"Lexi no I-"
"Do you even know how unhappy I am without you!? Do you know that I wish I could die everyday!? Do you know how much I thought this was death and welcomed it!? How much I think about how EASY it would to just die!" I continue to scream.
"Lexi dont-"
"I AM BROKEN BECAUSE YOU ARE GONE! I cant move on! No matter how hard I try, I cant! I yell at him, and I fall to my knees, cradling them to my chest, as I cry into them.
He bends down to he is at the same level as me.
"Lexi. Please. Listen to me." Be says holding my hand.
I look up at him.
"I never said any of those things. You are not nothing. You are everything to me. Everything. Nobody in a thousand years make me feel the way you make me feel. I would gladly give up everything if it meant you were there still there beside me." He says. Making me look him in the eyes.
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Unexpected Life (Loki Love Story)
FanfictionTakes place during Avengers Lexi Barton is Clint's little sister. Lexi has secrets her own brother doesn't know, and is determined to not let anyone know. When SHIELD contacts Lexi saying her brother is missing, and working with a world threat, Lex...
