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Wow, so many serious chapters. I always knew that there is so many bad people. I didn't know that this many people are awful though. I was in shock on my first day of public school since elementary (this year) and- let's not get into that. Let's just say, I didn't want to go back. Ever. I've always heard of people saying they were told to kill themselves. But I have never heard it actually said. Until today. Looking back at all the complete and total crap I've heard in the short time I've been around non-Christian 8th graders knowing this is how people speak, I've almost given up on society. You have to be a certain weight, look a certain way, talk a certain way, like certain things, and act a certain way in order to be accepted. That's dumb! I get made fun of daily, why? Because I'm not going to be somebody I'm not just so people like me! That's so stupid! If you're getting bullied, keep doing you. You are amazing. You are beautiful. You are worth it. You are loved. You don't have to be like the rest of them! Be you! And be proud of it! If they say anything, tell somebody you trust. Whether that be a teacher, parent, or family member. Anybody! If you're thinking of suicide, get help and just know it gets better. Trust me, I know. I've found out somebody VERY close to me and that I loved so much didn't give a crap about me after 13 years, I've had somebody I loved with everything I had pass away. I won't tell the story because it's very personal, all I say is that it was my niece. I'm trying to get diagnosed with whatever this is causing my panic attacks (because it's not obvious?). My life wasn't all good for almost year. It was awful. I ha times when I couldn't move I was so sad. Most people don't even know that's possible! But I stayed strong and kept on going and I can honestly say, I'm so much better. Looking back at where I was, I never thought I would be okay. But I realized, everything get better. Everything. So keep going, keep being you, and stay strong. If you want help, talk to me in private messages. I love you and I'm here for you, were all part of a big Wattpad community. And we ALL love you!! <3

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