Behind The Scenes

11. Jo

He's unforgivable, but I love him.
In the last few days I'd managed to distract myself a bit, but now that he's here with me I don't want to think about anything else. I just want to enjoy this moment full of strong emotions, a mixture of butterflies in the stomach, guilt and naivety. I'll look stupid to kiss him in this circumstance, but I miss him. I miss him like air.

«Just do it» he whispers on my lips. «Stop thinking, you've done enough already. Let yourself go, it's just you and me right now. We always have been».
His voice is mesmerizing, it makes me lose my mind.
Our breaths are coordinated. We are facing each other, both with our legs crossed, with our lips an inch from the other.
I straddle him without stopping to look him in the eyes to increase physical contact.
He takes me from the buttocks and holds me tight.
I kiss him. I close my eyes and savor those lips that I have missed so much.
He opens them and his tongue brushes mine. I can tell how much he missed me from the way he holds my face while I stroke his hair.
«Hero...» I manage to say between kisses. He begins to descend towards the neck. «This doesn't work...»
«Yes for now».
«You missed me?»
«To death».
I have a craving to touch his toned body, and perhaps to do something else too.
I put my hands under his white shirt and touch the muscles of his abdomen.
«No, this doesn't work at all...» is the most wrong thing we could do right now.
«To hell with what works or not, Jo, you're driving me crazy» he says hoarsely as he loosens my tail.
«Hero...» I look into his eyes, «I want you now».
He smiles and kisses me while I unbutton his jeans and I look in his pocket for a condom, which of course I find. I take off his shirt and lift my hips to allow him to take off my leggings and panties.
He took off his jeans and boxers and leaned against the headboard and asked me to put on the condom.
«What if I put it wrong?» I say worried.
«Don't worry, it's simple».
Once I put it on, that little awkward moment wears off.
I settle on his sex and instinctively start rubbing against it.
«Enough, please» he is going crazy.
When he finally enters me he lets out a sigh of relief. «Oh fuck, since when... when are you so good?»
I make him go in and out at a reasonable pace that doesn't make him come right away. «I always have been» and I kiss him.
«You only need to improve two things...» He takes my hands and puts them in his hair. «Pull them lightly...» I do as he tells me. «Exactly like that. And then... if you go slightly more...» I accelerate the pace. «Oh my God, yes».
He was right, it's much better. To feel me deeper, he takes me from the buttocks and instinctively I spread my legs more.
I throw my head back while I increase the pace a little more. «It doesn't work, no no... oh my God».
«Shhh, it's working».
I stiffen and my thighs begin to shake. «Hero...»
«Yes, baby, let yourself go, come for me».
I close my eyes and bite my lip so as not to be heard by those in the house.
«There's no need,» he kisses me, «we're up... upstairs, they can't hear us...»
I stop biting my lip and we come together saying each other's name.
«You see? It worked» he laughs after we lie down.
«Well, yes, but from another point of view» I hug him and lean on his chest. My eyes close by themselves. «I'm tired».
«Let's rest for an hour, we'll go down just to have dinner, okay?»
«Perfect» I yawn.
We fall asleep within a few minutes under the sheets, while I caress his abdomen muscles and he caresses my blond hair slightly wet with sweat.
I missed him.