Behind The Scenes

38. Jo

I don't want to think about children, past, future... just the present. In the present there's Hero on top of me between my legs, while I am dying to feel him inside me.
He kisses my whole neck and starts giving me a hickey between kisses. His warm breath on my neck melts every part of my body.
"Please Hero, you're driving me crazy." I raise my hips and my body presses with his. What is he doing? Why is him going so slow?
"Come on, please. It's a torture..."
I take a deep breath and hold it as his fingers brush my jawline to the edge of my panties. I shiver. With his little finger he draws a line under the hem of my underwear and I gasp.
"Calm down, baby... I want you to desire me until you go crazy..." he says breathing on my neck.
But I'm already going crazy.
"I hate you when you do this..." I say moaning on his lips. When I try to kiss him he backs away grinning. "Kiss me."
"I can't always give you what you want instantly."
Asshole.
I take his face in my hands and press my lips against his. He's surprised but the desire takes over. He kisses me passionately and his tongue seeks mine. I know he can't resist me. He supports himself on his elbows and bites my lip lightly, it's the first time he does it, I feel butterflies. He takes off my panties and I jerk them off with my feet making them fall to the ground, I take off my bra and let that fall to the floor too. He reaches out to the drawer and takes a condom. He opens the wrapper with his teeth and takes it out with one hand and quickly puts it on.
I smile biting my lip.
"You're always so ready for me," he says in a whisper, putting a hand between my thighs.
He enters me. He closes his eyes and lets out a moan that... fuck. When he moans and gasps it's the sexiest thing I can hear in my life, I guess.
"Shit..." he says softly panting as he goes out and in of me at a pace too slow for my liking.
I bend and spread my legs to feel him more deeply, but that's not enough, he has to accelerate.
I put my hands on his shoulders and lightly scratch him with my nails. A shiver runs through him.
He accelerates the pace without me saying anything, evidently for him it was too... oh my... too slow.
"Exactly, Hero... oh my God..." I take his face and kiss him, panting between kisses.
He kisses my neck, then looking into my eyes he says: "There is no one else for me Jo, no one."
I can't say anything because my legs have stiffened and are shaking slowly.
He pushes himself harder between my legs, we are wet with sweat and the bed occasionally makes a few creaks... we are inaugurating it as it should.
I squeeze the sheets between my fingers and bite my lower lip to avoid making too much noise.
"Don't squeeze the sheets, put your hands on me, squeeze... holy shit... squeeze my shoulders."
I do as he says.
"That's right... and then, don't bite your lip... let yourself go..." he is breathing heavily as if he had run 100km in an hour.
Now my legs are shaking more and I moan without bothering to overdo it. "Hero, I..."
"You're about to come... I see it, baby, and so am I."
After a few more thrusts I come moaning his name amid kisses. He comes with me too, just a second later, panting.
We lie down next to each other looking at the ceiling, naked and sweaty.
I turn to him, his eyes look gray. He also turns on his side putting an arm under the pillow. He looks at me smiling and the dimple appears on the right side, I love that dimple.
I kiss his cheek right where that super cute thing appears and I giggle. Then I get closer to his body, he reaches out to make me feel more comfortable. He puts his hand on my back and caresses me, I rest my head on his chest.
We are both tired, my eyes close by themselves.
Before falling asleep I tell him in a sleepy voice, "I want only you, forever."
He kisses my head and a few minutes later he falls asleep.
I really just want him, for the rest of my life. Today was a crucial day to understand what I want from him. He was understanding, emotional and helpful. I want to spend every single day knowing that we will never stop loving each other.