" finally , now I can go to sleep " I yawned as gabe walked me to my car.
" you also have a fitting for an outfit for your show tomorrow at one " he crossed his arms .
" I knew that.." I shrugged knowing damn well I forgot . He gave me a ' really ?' Face making me laugh .
" what are you doing for your birthday ?" I wiggled my eyebrows. He rubbed his hands with his lips turning into a smile, showing his open face grill.
" going to a club , you know this " .
" which one ? Cause I might not be able to get in "
" the one your performing at . I want hella bitches there and I'm throwing racks at everybody "
" boy you not grown " I laughed making him smack his lips . " this is why I don't like you , I'm gone " he glared at me and unlocked his doors .
" love you too , I'll see you around " we shared a hug and both left .
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" Namani, bring yo ass outside " I shouted through the phone making her hang up .
I was outside of my parents house picking up nana and she was gonna stay the night .
I seen her running out and she got in the car . " waddup-" she was cut off by my phone ringing from a unknown number .
I scrunched my face up and answered. " hello ..?" . " heyy nova.." I heard and instantly knew who it was .
" what did you do now kayden?" I sighed . " cops found two guns and weed in my car " he said like it was nothing .
" alright , im on my way " I hung up and dropped my phone in my lap " we gotta stop at the county jail real quick" I told nana , I never thought I would say that.
*
Nana decided to stay in the car so I got out and walked inside the place .
As soon as I walked up to the desk a boy turned his head and he looked at me . I wanted to roll my eyes so bad but I didn't .
" have you seen him ?" I asked kyrie . " this way , she's with me" he told the lady and He lead me to a room that kayden was in I guess .
He opened the door and closed it and Kay was just chillin . " oh shit , It's the love birds " he laughed .
" boy go to hell " I crossed my arms and I could feel kyrie looking at me .
" you can yell at me now " he told ky and he just stared at him.
I looked back and forth between them " you know how mom feels? " my sat across from him .
" do you know how bad she balling her eyes out cause one of her sons keep fucking up !?" He shouted making me tense .
" kyrie calm do-" I tried speaking but he turned to me " nah, I ain't gone calm down ! " he shouted at me .
I looked at him like he was crazy and looked around " who you shouting at ? Cause I know it's not me " I put some base in my voice cause I would really hate to have to argue with him right now .
" see, you tryna start shit and I'm tryna talk to my brother , why is you even here!"
" because YOUR brother called me to come here ! Trust me I didn't come here to see you " .
He scoffed and Kay got up making us look at him . " actually...I didn't really get arrested, I just wanted y'all to talk to each other for once , so.." he moved by the door and opened it .
" I'll be outside wit Namani " he left quickly and closed the door .
" tuh , I'm leaving " I turned around . " sit down nova " I heard but I turned around and I shook my head .
" nova ! Sit down " he pointed to the other chair . I rolled my eyes and sat across from him .
I crossed my arms and leaned back as he just stared at me " I'm sorry for shouting at you ..I shouldn't have did that"
I just looked down and slowly nodded " can you at least look at me bro " he voice cracked and that made my heart ache all over again .
I looked him in his eyes and the only thing I seen was pain . " what happened to us ? .."
I shrugged cause I really didn't feel like crying today , I finally was doing good within these last few hours .
" I feel like you hate me . You the person I go to about everything and I can't do that anymore . You the only person that could make me happy ."
He grabbed my hands and held them " I need you nova , on my life I can't do this shit without you . When I was alone , no one was there for me but you"
" you saved me when I was at my lowest point in life. That's why I can't let you go . And I'm sorry if I ever caused you pain or made you feel like your worth nothing but nova -"
" Im still in love with you " once he said that , tears just fell down my face.
He came next to me and tried to hug me but I got up and stepped back . " come here nova.."
I shook my head cause I knew if I was in his arms again then I'm gonna be a crying mess and I didn't feel like being sad again today .
It's so hard to say that you need a hug or that you need anything , it makes you feel week .
" mama , ain't nothing wrong with needing a hug .you know I ain't gone judge you "
He stepped closer and looked in my eyes " I got you, you hear me ? " i nodded my head and laid my head on his chest and he wrapped his arms around me tight .
We stayed in each other's arms until my phone buzzed a couple times and I let go of him . I scrunched my face up as I read the text .
Bre was texting me saying she was pregnant and that it's kyries, she sent me a video of pregnancy test and it had her face in it too .
My mouth dropped and I almost threw up just trying to look at kyrie .
" your sick as fuck dude " I scoffed. " what is you talking about ?" He scrunched up his eyebrows.
" you fucked my best friend!?" I shouted . I shook my head and grabbed my purse . I walked out and he followed me to the car and mani and Kay got out looking confused .
" nova let me explain!"
I dropped my bag " you got 2.5 seconds to get away from me before I beat yo ass !" I put my finger in his face and Kay started pushing me back .
" nova chil-"
" no, cause he got me fucked up!" I tried pushing his hands off of me but this nigga was mad strong . " bro let me explain!"
" you think I wanna hear how it happened!? G I hate you " I spat, I wasn't even thinking I was just saying anything that came out my mouth.
" look me in my eyes and say that " he crossed his arms . I looked him dead in his soul " I hate you . Don't text me, don't call me, don't show up at my crib , you can take this shit back too !" I snatched off the necklace and threw it at him .
" and I'll give you the ring back too, give it to yo ugly ass babymomma !"
