P; Contradiction One T: Sick/Annoyed

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Tone: Sick/ Annoyed

Intro: I have a best friend. That I love. Dearly.

The ache I have in my heart for you

When i say the words I love you

When you look at me and say I only say that when something is wrong

I want to tell you something is

But if I told you that I love in THAT way that is

You don't want me for some odd reason

I don't know what I did to cause this treason

I love you

And You know Something's wrong

But I won't admit

Until you're gone

Conclusion: Im sick. Yes physically but in this case emotionally. I'm sick of telling her that Im in pain and she ask why and yet I stop myself. She doesn't understand. I feel like I'm the older one. I want her to know how much I care. She knows that and she's acting like I need her but she doesn't need me. That's the part that hurts. knowing that she may not need me. I mean... She needed me at first but now... Now... I don't know what's going on.

January 4 2013

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