Atonement?

P;I Just Want To Be Happy T: Annoyed Hopeless Frustrated

Tone: Annoyed, Hopeless, Frustrated

It's not just about you and me anymore

I feel the tension within the core

Inside me I feel the eruption--I'm angry

What else is there to prove why I mourn

To you, you don't see the tears--the frsutration,

all you can see is your head strong ways

So that builds the tension

The earthquake within me

It's tearing me apart

What do I tell you to get you to loosen up

Before, I'd look at you, as you towered over me and had my respect

Now, I look down on you and can't seem to get

Myself to look back at you and understand why

It's one against a million--literally

So tell me why

All you've done

In the time up til' now

All this unnecessary heart ache

What are we to do now

So I look at you with a different set of eyes

There's no more I can do excpect watch the situation go by

No matter what I say--my opinion doesn't matter

Only if you would give me time

Then maybe we could get together

Understand that even I know what's going on

And the dangers we're facing because of you

I don't want to walk away

But it's becoming that way

Only if you would understand

Because you're not making any sense

This situation.

Is Tearing me apart

The tornado that swirls with my emotions

Turns into a hurricane and then everything is broken

I've erupted

I've split

I've caused myself to fall

What else does it take for you to get what is all

Left for me

Because I just want to smile

Not in your glory

But in one that I caused

I want to be happy

That's all I ask

Why is that you don't understand?