Atonement?

P: the want of being awake

Never have I ever wanted to stay awake

After everyone left the party I just felt to great

I laugh so much

My stomach flipped so many times

I cried because I laughed to hard

And yelled that I'm having a good time.

I shook my head when my friends said Yolo and tried to shut out the tone deaf singing

But I could help but laugh because of my friends stupidity

Today's been a good one

At night at least

And even though they're far away

I can't help but think

That this is why I live

I have these friends

And we laugh

Yes we may be stupid

But it sure beats the past

When we would just hang out at the mall

Do stupid shit in public

But now in private through a game we can just say toss it

Now I feel kind of exposed knowing that the console has to be in the main room

But none the less

That can't beat

How awesome I feel

With the greatest friends in the world

Even though we can scream at each other

There would be nothing to be able to tear us a part

Because we're all like brothers

To this very moment I'm laughing on the inside

I'm disturbing everyone that's trying to sleep but I kind of dont give a crap

A part of me just want to savor

How much fun I just had

Because this weeks beena tough one

And in one night all the reasons came back