P: Worst Enemy T: Self Conscious

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Worst enemy

January 15, 2013

Tone: self conscious

Who is your worst enemy?

The closest friends can really sting.

A fake smile can burn after a while

Into place it'll settle

Choke in your own words

Saying "I'm fine" and "Nothing's wrong" until it becomes believable

You sigh

Then look into the mirror

Who's your worst enemy?

You eye yourself

Your hands against the mirror

Your expressionless lips turn into a frown

Who's your worst enemy?

Your worst enemy is yourself.

Conclusion: In chi story class today the quote, "If you can't take care of yourself than your not worth living." Came up. Obviously I butchered it a little but I thought about it and I wagered with it because I would jump in front of a bullet for a stranger or a close friend. My life to me isn't worth really anything and because of that I can give it up so easily. I don't really cherish my life. I cheeriest others lives. I figured then that I am my own worst enemy. Any bullet, any car, any situation that would involve me s ing someone and giving up my life would be grasped by me without a second thought. I don't care for myself. I'm not worth living.

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