P; Getting Rid Of My Conscience T: Desperate

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Getting Rid Of MY Conscience

Date: July 25th 2012

Tone: Desperate

I hear my name

Deep down inside my head

If this is what you call a conscience then just kill it this instant

I can't stand it

You're telling me what to do

What are you to me?

"What's right."

The let me shout it out this moment.

Give it up

There's nothing you can do

As long as you listen to me you'll know what to do

You understand...

I don't want it anymore...

Block yourself...

My conscience needs to be locked up.

In denial

I can be

Although I don't want to let go

At the same time I want it to end

My conscience

I'm telling you no.

Conclusion: As much as I want to get rid of my conscious I can't so I'll make this up instead.

Aftermath: Now that I think back to this what I was hearing was an allusion of a conscience. A conscience tells you what is right. Or supposably. What I had been hearing at that time was something my on mind was putting together to try to get me to think straight which ended up making it worse.

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