Atonement?

P: Everlasting Love T: Unbelievable

Date: March 15. 2013

Tone: unbelievable

I was going to say I can't believe that I keep running back to you

I was about to say that I hate that I feel the need to talk to you

I'll admit, I wanted to get rid o f you

But now?

And even if I said it I knew it wouldn't be true.

Because I'll just run back to you like I always do

I was about to tell you that I wanted to give up

The words of the past yell, "I can't get up"

I realize now that I matter to you

I think that's the one thing that's pulled me through

Is the fact that you care and you show me even though we're not next to each other

I know for a fact that were distant

Actually, it's like that was the one obstacle put between us

And then once that's over come I feel that not having distance will be our problem.

You told me to choose

Black or white

I am the contradiction to all contradictions

Which is why I changed your life

And you changed mine

People who argue from the start aren't supposed to get a long right?

We have complete different interest

I'm the creative--the romantic

You're the scientific--the realist

I accept things that I can't see

You want a recording--"prove it to me."

I've tried to move on but that's the thing

With you it's just impossible

My heart doesn't want to let go

But apparently, the only reason why you treated me the way you did is because I treated you the same

It's just a favor in a way

Although, I do these things without thinking

I believe you do the same

I'd hope but I know at this point

"I'm the best thing that has happened in your life."

You can't be y best friend

I'm sorry

You're in your own category

My best friend is the person who I know

Reaction and all

She's the one I tell all the things that I tell you

Except less

You've gained my trust

And it hurts me to ay that if you hurt me I'll tear you away

Although, I don't think there's a way

For me to get mad at you in a serious way

Because the love that we declare to never have again

Never left