January 28, 2013
Distance between you and me
The distance between me and you
Farther and farther do we move, away
The distance between me and you
I wish it was as easy as I say it
But that's not true
Closer to you
Is harder than getting away
I hear your voice say my name
The sad tone arises
What difference does it make
Can you tell
That I'm upset
Of course you can
But will you speak
"What's wrong?"
Or will you search my eyes
Because of my demise
Would you
Even try?
Farther and farther away we go
Closer and closer does the distance want to show
The factors that once held us together
Ws indeed
The distance
Farther than ever
But now were closer
We see each other every day
And with each day
Does it get harder
To say
Oh
It's okay
I had left you along
And now
Do you feel the need
For me?
I'm tried
Of wishing you know how much you mattered to me
And I know that I matter to you
But in public you won't let the words out
If anything, you imply
That you hate me
Or dislike me so much
You can't seem to stand it
Even if we don't touch
Just the aura of me
Can bring you down
I'm listening
To the sound
Of your voice
And it's crying
Without words
I'd love to search you
Through your eyes
But never do we
Stand near each other
For long enough to decide
If it's okay
I wish it was
My heart beats slowly away
I hear myself thinking
I can hear the cry in my heart
I can the feel the tears on the edge of my eyes
And I can see
That you want to push the limits
Well
Now you have
Do you want to take back what you've done
If be glad
To give you forgive
Oh hell yea I'm upset
But only is it when you realize
Is when the true regret
Comes to place
Within you
You're realize how much I care
How much the insults can't repair
But I can build anew
And I wish
It was this easy to tell you.
The distance between us
The farther we get
The closer I want to be
The more I regret
The chance that I have
The more I just want to leave
Or at least put our friendship on pause
Please?
The distance between me and you
Farther and father the distance seems
When really you haven't gone anywhere
But I do feel the need to walk away
This time of silence
I guess that's what I need.
It's my turn to pull your trick
No more hellos
No more goodbye
I'll just let you slip on by
I'll have my music in my ears
And pretend
That I'm in another world
Which put a distance between us
The closer you are the farther I feel
Truthfully I hate to admit
I just wish
It was easy
To say..
That I don't want distance between us
But I guess that's the only way
To bring you closer
Is to step back
And push you
Away
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