Time: 11pm
Date: 4.3.2013
Tone: Happy
Intro: I just finished going through 11 of my 33 emails and 3 of my 11 wattpad messages.
The messages will grow. I'm not going to complain because they're to help me and I'm really happy to hear what everyone has to say. Although, I can only have so much writing thought in the editing section of my attention span before I completely lose interest.
Editing poems is difficult. I'm sighing because this is the first book that I'm working on and after this I have another have another to work on. And after that... Hahaha... Yes. There is a third. I'm really happy about these poems and entries and their critiques. It's just so amusing! I can't believe some of the mistakes that I have made in these poems and their conclusions. Now, I have to remind myself to write a conclusion. I'm laughing so hard right now.
I figured out something. The earlier I write something in my poetry book the more redundant and extraneous I am. I probably do that now but I'll see once I get there. I'm hoping that I don't do that as much. When I write now I don't believe I do because I'm not laughing as much but I could be doing it.
This editing process is driving me up the wall. Some things I can take. Others? "Why in the world did I do that?" Is the thought that comes up in my head. The earliest poem in the first book is from 2008. The next year after that should be 2010 because that was when I entered High school. Although, I still make such stupid mistakes. I can't wait to get this over with. I don't want to get the second book done just yet but considering this is the 89th part I think I'll be done with this book in a week! I haven't typed up some of my poems and my life's in a spin. I have so much I want to tell you but I guess I'll leave that for another day considering that it's 11:15...
No. I will go on. I have to tell you my three accomplishments. My twin does these because it reminds her why she can be happy. Alright let me number them.
1. I invited Naomi to paintball
2. I accomplished some editing (at least i got somewhere)
3. I ate my with niece today.
I'll start with the third accomplishment because I want to be weird. I haven't hung out in my niece in a while. She's a big inspiration in my life. She's turning 19 this year. Can you believe that?! I'm laughing because I can since she's older and my niece. Funny huh? She took me to Taco Bell and I rebelled against my allergies to eat two steak quesadillas. Of course, I regretted it by gaging a couple of times, followed by some sinus problems, and then finally a headache that I still have but I don't mind. I don't rebel often you see. The condition of my lactose intake is getting worse whether I eat any of it or not so sometimes do it just to see how bad I am. (Yes, I know. What am I think? Well, simple. I'm not)
I talked with Lily yesterday as you should know and I told my niece about it. She freaked because she had a dream about a couple who were breaking up and basically talking to each other like Lily and I did. I'd talk about Lily but I have save that for later.
I hung out with my niece afterwards and went shopping with her. I venture to the section of Walmart that I am so used to venturing into that I don't think twice about it. I blame this on Skyler, Twin, my niece, and many other girls who have dragged me along with their shopping for personal items. That's right. I went to that section. I was zoned for a moment and then the next moment this guy is standing next to me and we the most shot and manly conversation I have had today.
Him: "Eh-hm."
Me: "Sir?" (Staring at the merchandise in front of me without a second thought. Actually, no thought. I'm just staring.)
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Atonement?
PoetryWe all have regrets. We all smile. We all frown. Sometimes all we need is an encouraging word from others or seeing that someone else is also going through pain to understand one's self. In this book which consist of poems, entries, and thoughts the...
