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Atonement?

Poetry

We all have regrets. We all smile. We all frown. Sometimes all we need is an encouraging word from others or seeing that someone else is also going through pain to understand one's self. In this book which consist of poems, entries, and thoughts the...

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P: Vow unknown T: confused/ desperate

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by Lusterdragon72

by Lusterdragon72

January 30, 2013

Why am i doing this to myself

Why do I stop myself from trying

Why am I trying at all

This hurt

This pain

Just take it away

That was our deal

What happened?

Now were stepping a part

Why do I bother

Girl, you have my heart

Give It back before it splits in half

Because it's already cracked

And You don't even know

Because I told you that I'd be loyal to you

And the sad thing is

That I am

But you on the other hand are a different story

Give me what I have left

Before you crushing it completely

You may not know this

But the words I love you

Do have a meaning.

Into: I can't hardly take this

Tone: confused/ desperate

Conclusion: Matrina. If I could show you that there's more to competition than maybe we'd get somewhere. I realize now that you were trying to show Skyler that you could grab the attention of more than one man and yes, I fell. I told Skyler a little analogy that wasn't a straight forward you and me but she knows that Im hurt and she knows that I'm hurting. You don't have to compete for the center of attention darling. I promise. It's not everything. Lucy's mad at you for what you've done. Ever since you made a hire ranking than him once you've been a bit arrogant and that's what's pissing him off. And I see it too. It's bad. We haven't talked in a while. I tried to get your attention today but I introduced it in the wrong way and made you mad. I'm sorry. But what I really wanted to say was. Is it okay if we just tried it? You and me? I mean. Technically it has been that way and I know you don't want to dedicate but I want to show you that it's okay to accept a hand from a loyal friend. Trust me. Yes, we won't last forever. That's pretty obvious. But let me try. Let me get you to smile. Please darling... Just please.