The days near closer to Christmas.
And as each day passes, the more terrified I am of Voldemort.
Narcissa has been here looking out for us. Everything has gone smoothly so far. But that doesn't lessen my stress.
There's about a week til Christmas and I still need to shop for people.
Not to mention Draco, Narcissa, and I need to go back to the manor for the holiday.
I have no idea what to buy for Draco. There's a million things he could want.
Even the ball is too close for my comfort. I groan in my head as I sit in class trying to juggle every thought in my mind at once.
I think of something to clear my head.
I decide on a few days ago, when Draco and I found out Teila and Blaise didn't have sex that night.
I remember how Draco and I yelled in each other's faces once we were alone in his dorm.
"HAH!!! I WIN!! I KNEW HE WOULDN'T." I pointed my finger.
"BLAISE IS JUST A PUSSY OKAY!!"
"HOW"
I pushed his chest.
"DOES"
Again
"IT"
Again
"FEEL"
Again
"TO"
And again
"LOSE?!?!"
One last time.
He groaned, "STOP YELLING AT ME!"
"YOU'RE YELLING AT ME TOO!"
Draco furrowed his eyebrows, "WHAT?"
"YOU ARE YELLING AT ME!" I yell again.
"OH!"
"YOU'RE HURTING MY FEELINGS!!"
He definitely wasn't hurting my feelings.
"I'M SORRY WANNAHAVEMAKEUPSEX?!" he asked quickly.
"YES!"
Our yelling is disrupted by the silence, and we share the same grin.
Then he had me screaming instead...
I smile away the memory.
Draco notices my expression that is showing a little too much.
"What's that smile Savanna?"
All I have to do is look at him.
He doesn't need me to tell him.
He already knows.
I've worn this expression before.
~
Today has definitely been something else.
During Draco and I's free period, we watched porn together.
That sounds absolutely disgusting. But we were watching it because Draco wanted to show me what it can be like.
It's horrid. I can't believe people can enjoy watching something so unrealistic.
Draco told me he stopped watching it when he caught a thing for me.
It made me happy.
But I had never seen this type of porn.
It was really overdone. You don't scream that loud.
"Oh my god!! Right there!!!" the woman moaned.
There's something about porn that doesn't focus on the realness of sex.
Sex is a beautiful thing. A way two people can express their love for each other in a way of pleasure. I don't think it's something that should be this intense. Sex isn't like this in real life.
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Fanfiction⚠️smut⚠️ "She hates me. Fuck, she hates me so much it pains her. But when i'm inside her, she can't help it. She loves it, and she can't hide it from me." ~ This story is about a cruel and hurtful boy named Draco Malfoy, and a determined and annoyed...
