I hate author's notes too but I'm sorry for not posting this week! I've been getting ready for a family trip so after next week I should be posting regularly again
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Tuesday
I woke up in Jacob's arms. I don't even remember falling asleep or even getting into the bed. I checked the time on my phone, 11:34. I tried to get up but winced in pain and failed to get out of Jacob's arms.
Right.
That happened.
I laid in Jacob's arms as the memory of what had happened yesterday flooded my head.
Tears fell from my eyes, the thought of how the man I called my father betrayed me. All those years of "love" and "care" wasted. None of it was real.
I wanted to erase every single memory I had of him and just forget him altogether. I hate him but at the same time the love I had for him was real and you can't just stop loving someone as quick as you can snap ur fingers.
*jacobs pov*
I woke up to soft sobs. Oh no she's crying fuck fuck fuck.
"Heyy it's okay, it's okay. What happened baby?"
"I- he just- everything hurts and I think everything is just now hitting me"
I held her close trying to be gentle so I don't hurt her. I hate seeing her like this. She tells me not to blame myself for things that aren't really my fault but I can't help it. It's my fault. It wouldn't have ever fucking happened if I was with her like I should've been.
*y/n's pov*
I stopped crying after a couple minutes and turned over to face Jacob.
I kissed him and smiled
" I love you"
Wait.
Did I just.
Did I say that?
Omg.
"R-really?" Jacob questioned
"Uhm I- " I stuttered
" I love you too," Jacob said smiling
I couldn't help but smile. This man makes me so happy it's crazy
*jacobs pov*
She loves me? I just woke up and I already know today is going to be a great day.
* y/ns pov*
The moment was ruined by a loud banging on the front door downstairs
"I'll answer it," Jacob said and got out of bed
"I'm coming too!" I got up and followed close behind him
We got downstairs and Jacob opened the door to reveal three policemen standing outside the door
"Put your hands where I can see em'!" One of the policemen demanded. What the hell is going on and why are there police here?
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Fallin in love
FanfictionI never thought i'd fall for anyone within my small friend group, especially Jacob. But I guess as we get older the more I realize how I feel about him. He's like my comfort person. With an Abusive dad thats in and out of my life and a mom that work...
