My dad's went to work and I ran into my room.
After an hour Nat knocked on my door and I opened it.
Y/n:„what's wrong?'
Nat:„nothing...just wanted to look after you...'
Y/n:„oh alright? Uhm what are my dad's doing?"
Nat:„still working!'
Y/n:„ok...so uhm bye I guess...?"
Nat:„i wanted to ask you if you wanna go out shopping!"
Y/n:„no...i don't feel so good..."
Nat:„its ok if you are scared because of that, what happened..."
Y/n:„im not...?"
Nat:„its ok! Byeee!"
She walked out but I knew that she stopped Infront of my door.
Y/n:„nat...i know that you're still there!"
Nat:„sorry...."
She walked downstairs and I sat down on my bed.
After another hour I was bored and started playing with my pocket knife which I use for cutting...
Steve:„hey honey we finished with work!"
He came into my room and I fastly threw the knife away.
Y/n:„n-nice!"
Steve:„something wrong?"
He walked up to me and stroked over my face.
Y/n:„no...why?"
Steve:„you look so pale...is really everything ok?"
I nodded and sat up.
Steve:„alright...you can tell me anything! And we wanted to ask you if you wanna go eat something with us."
Y/n:„hm...yeah ok!"
I changed fastly and walked downstairs.
Bucky:„what do you want to eat?"
Y/n:„i don't know..."
Bucky:„what about pizza?"
I nodded and he gave me my jacket.
I ate an half pizza, my dad's ate the rest and another pizza together.
We walked home and I laid down on the couch.
Bucky:„y/n we still must work!"
Y/n:„how long?"
Steve:„i don't know...maybe one to two hours!"
Y/n:„ok..."
Bucky:„you can lay down now and sleep so we could watch a movie later!"
Y/n:„yeah of course..."
They walked into the meeting room with tony.
Morgan ran up to me and hugged me.
Y/n:„wanna take a nap?"
Morgan:„oki..."
We felt asleep but after an hour I woke up.
My dad's were still working so I knocked on the meeting room door and they told me to come in.
Steve:„sorry guys...I will go out to talk with her!"
He fastly ran up to me and put me out of the room.
Steve:„y/n don't forget the rules! You can't go into the meeting room when we are working!"
I nodded and he hugged me while I was still rubbing my eyes.
Y/n:„ok i will go upstairs!"
He nodded and stroked over my hair.
I looked after Morgan again, walked upstairs and sat down on the floor in my bathroom.
⚠️ Cutting ⚠️
I couldn't help myself and started tracing the knife over my arm.
i felt the blade of the knife on my arm and i cut into it.
I whimpered but after a while it calmed me down.
I saw that I had no more room on my arms and the other arm was in a cast so I rolled up my pants.
only to the ankles...i swore to myself there would only be three more cuts on the right leg...but i finished as I had ten on each one!
Bucky:„y/n we finished with work!"
Y/n:„yes! I will come downstairs!"
I fastly put everything aside and ran downstairs after I put bandages over my arms and ankles.
We watched a movie and I felt asleep on my dad's.
ESTÁS LEYENDO
Stucky's daughter 2
Fanfichey guys! if you hadn't read the first book just read it before you read this one! or don't it's your decision! love y'all 3000! <3