Stucky's daughter 2

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I felt asleep in his arms and he put a blanket around me.

~bucky pov ~

I felt Steve relaxing in my arms but didn't move.

I didn't want him to wake up! Not now...

I didn't hear y/n's loud sobs...so after an half hour I let go of steve and walked into y/n's room.

Bucky:„y/n? Where are you? Y/n? Im sorry ok?'

Suddenly I heard that something felt down in her bathroom I knew something happened...I didn't know why...

Bucky:„y/n! Y/n? Open up! Right now!"

I started banging against the door and heard loud sobbing noises coming out of the bathroom.

I unlocked the door and stared at y/n.

She slowly turned around with a cloth on her wrists.

Bucky:„y/n-"

Y/n:„im so sorry...sorry...i uhm...i did-"

She was crying loudly and I hugged her.

Bucky:„why? Cause I didn't open the door? Y/n..."

Y)n:„n-no...I-"

She chocked on her words and I pulled her even closer

The blood ran down her wrists so I fastly sat her down and started treating the cuts...oh god! What was she thinking?!

She was crying and I started shushing her.

Bucky:„does it hurt so much?'

She shook her head no and I threw the next cloth which was full with blood into a little bag.

Y/n:„i did it a-again! I did-didn't want t-to!'

Bucky:‚shhhh...it's ok! Don't worry I am here and will take care of you alright?'

She nodded and I picked her up while walking around the room to bring her to sleep.

As she finally felt asleep I put her to bed, walked into my room to see Steve still sleeping peacefully and then walked downstairs where the others were talking.

Tony:„im sorry! I forgot..."

Bucky:„it's ok...he will be fine!"

We drank some alcohol and talked a bit until 2 am.

Nat:‚im sorry for leaving y'all but I'm tired!"

Bucky:„yeah I will leave you too! Night!"

I walked upstairs, looked after y/n and then walked into my room where Steve was sitting on the bed, knees pulled up to his chest, hands covering his ears and looking up, trying not to cry.

Bucky;„hey honey...I'm here it's ok! Noone will hurt you..."

Steve:„n-no...no! Get away from me!"

Bucky:‚steve honey it's me...Bucky! Calm down I'm here ok?'

His breath was shaky and tears started running down his cheeks.

I wanted to grab after his hand but he smacked it away.

Bucky;„stevie look at me...put your hands down and look at me..."

He looked at me as I took his hands and pulled them down.

Bucky:„good boy ok...now drink this and lay down!"

He drank the water and laid down afterwards.

I cuddled up with him and he felt asleep after ten minutes where I was stroking his hair back and shushing him.

~4 am~

I felt something brushing over my chest and as I opened my eyes I saw Steve crying, his hand stroking over my chest.

Bucky:„darling?"

Steve:‚bu-buck...I'm s-so so-sorry...i-"

Bucky:„shhhh...it's ok darling! I'm here..."

I calmed him down and he took my hand while laying his head on my chest so he could hear my heartbeat.

Steve:„buck...?"

Bucky:„hm?"

He didn't say anything for some minutes.

Steve:„buck?'

Bucky:‚hm?"

Again...no answer.

Steve:„bucky?"

Bucky:„still here my love..."

He nodded and felt asleep.