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I ran downstairs and apologized to my dad.

Y/n:„papa im really sorry...because of what happened earlier!"

Bucky:„its ok doll...i love you!"

Y/n:„i love you more!"

We hugged and he put a kiss on my forehead.

Steve:„JAMES!"

Y/n:„wow..."

Bucky:„why is he so pissed?"

Y/n:„no idea..."

Bucky;„i will go upstairs, stay here!"

He ran upstairs and I waited downstairs.

~bucky pov~

I walked upstairs scared...scared that I do something wrong or already did!

Steve:„buck..."

He had tears in his eyes, so I fastly ran up to him and hugged him.

Bucky:„what happened? Darling? Hey..."

Steve:„she is doing it again!"

Bucky:„who? What? Please don't cry love..."

Steve:„y/n...the cutting..."

Bucky:„w-what?"

He showed me all the stuff and I stood there in shock.

Bucky:„how do you-where did you-"

Steve:„i told her to go and tell you she's sorry...and as I wanted to close her door I saw something shining in the sun...it was the knife...and I saw the blood...and I got scared and angry...I-i-"

Bucky;„omg...no!no! No! That's not true!"

Steve;„buck..."

Bucky:„Y/N!"

she walked upstairs and saw the knife in my hand.

Bucky:„what the fuck did you do?"

Y/n:„nothing...why?"

Steve:„don't play with us!"

He grabbed after her arm but she backed up.

Bucky:„show us your arms now!"

Y/n:„no! I'm not doing this shit anymore!'

Bucky:„then show us!"

Y/n:„no why?!"

He grabbed after her arm again and sleeved her sleeves up.

Bucky:„omg...y/n! You know how dangerous this shit is?! We are just trying to protect you!"

Y/n:„no your not!'

Bucky:„doll..."

I got tears but tried to hide them.

Y/n:„im sorry...I'm really sorry! I don't know...I uhm..."

Steve:„you can't just say sorry and pretend nothing happened!"

Y/n:„i won't do it again!"

Steve:„oh yeah right I will believe you!"

Y/n:„thank you-"

Steve:„im not stupid! Y/n stop with this shit! You promised us last time that you will stop with this!"

Bucky:„why are you doing this?!"

Y/n:„cause...cause...cause I need you! I- uhm...I needed you! And I still do!'

Steve:„what...?"

Y/n:„i need you dad..."

She ran into his arms and hugged him.

Steve:„y/n..."

She started crying hysterically so he stroked over her head over and over again until she felt asleep.

We laid down on our bed and started talking while y/n was laying on his stomach.

Bucky:„i don't wanna loose her..."

Steve:„we won't...promise!"

Bucky:„i think...I will talk to Clint or Nat..."

Steve:„no...we shouldn't tell them!"

Bucky:„yes we should! What if we aren't here and they don't know what she's doing upstairs!"

Steve:„im scared that they will judge us..."

Bucky:„they won't...they are our friends!"

Steve:„im still scared...'

I hugged him tightly and we stood up to walk downstairs.

Y/n was sniffling in her sleep so I put a blanket around her and she stopped.

Steve:„nat..."

Nat:„did I do something wrong?'

He shook his head and sat down on the couch.

Nat:„hey...what's wrong?'

Steve:„y/n...she's doing it again!"

Clint:„what is she doing again?"

Nat:„self harm..."

Bucky:„yeah...and we don't know what to do!'

Tony:„im really sorry guys!"

Steve:„i just want her to be happy..."

He started crying and walked upstairs.

Bucky:„steve! Wait! I'm sorry guys..."

~nat pov~

Both of them walked upstairs and I looked at the others.

Nat:„i don't wanna know what they are going through!"

Clint:„i want to help them!"

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