Stucky's daughter 2

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I put my phone aside and locked the door twice.

~steve pov~

We arrived at the hotel and the first thing we did was taking a massage...

We both relaxed and after an hour we went into a hot tub which was just for us.

I pulled Bucky towards me and kissed him.

He started kissing down my neck and I snapped my head back.

You know what happened next.

We both laid down on the bed and he put his hands on my chest.

Steve:„thank you buck...I guess we needed that!"

Bucky:„of course we did! I will call y/n ok?'

Steve:„put it on speaker!"

After five minutes she still didn't pick up so I looked worried over at Bucky.

Steve:„what happened? You think something happened? But if-"

Bucky:„chill! I will call stark!"

Tony:„hey Barnes! How is it going?"

Bucky:„its great! What is y/n doing?"

Tony;„ she uhm...asleep! She's sleeping!'

Steve:„is she at home?"

Tony:„of course she is!"

Bucky:„can we talk to her?"

Tony:„as I said she is asleep!'

Steve:„alright...tell her we love her!"

We hung up and I started worrying again.

Bucky:„hey Steve...relax! She's gonna be fine! Just lay down and let me take care of you!'

I nodded and he leaned into a kiss.

You know what happened again and again! We stopped at round six or twelve? I don't know...

~y/n pov~

Tony:„y/n open up! call your dads back! Y/n!"

I was shaking on the floor, still breathing heavily but trying to be quite.

Tony:„y/n? You ok? Hey! Answer me!"

Y/n:„y-yes ok..."

Tony:„i was worried! Answer me next time! Could you open the door now?"

Y/n:„no...sleep..."

Tony:„y/n first of all talk in whole sentences and second you must eat!"

Y/n:„not hungry...just tired..."

Tony;„y/n!"

Nat:„why are you screaming?"

Tony:„y/n...she won't open up and isn't talking in whole sentences!"

Nat:„y/n! Open up!'

Y/n:„no..."

Nat:„why?"

Y/n:„tired...go!"

My heart started beating faster and faster.

I cried out and locked myself in my bathroom.

⚠️ Self harm⚠️

What would make me feel a lot better?...

I didn't want too but I just couldn't....I couldn't fall asleep with this feeling!

I took a blade and started tracing over my old cuts.

I saw the first blood drop but wanted to see more...

I wasn't just cutting my arms but my ankles too!

I saw all the blood on the floor and my body.

I started hyperventilating and couldn't stand up anymore.

I was crying and heard how tony and Natasha where banging against the door.

Y/n:„night!"

Nat:„c'mon Tony...we will look after her tomorrow!'

I held onto my sink and helped myself up.

After I cleaned everything and me up I laid down but couldn't fell asleep.

I stayed up the whole night thinking about who was outside...what he was planning and going to do.

Suddenly my phone went back on.

I saw that the police texted me.

Police:„mrs.barnes-rogers? Is everything ok?"

Y/n:„yes! Everything ok sir! Thanks!"

They knew that I was ok cause if I wouldn't use the word sir they would immediately drove here to search after me.

I put my phone aside and turned it off immediately after I saw that my dad's tried to call me a couple of times and texted me.

Bucky:„call us doll! Is something wrong?"

Steve:„princess we are doing great and will be home in two days! Call us!"

Bucky:„baby something wrong? Daddy is scared!'

Steve:„darling im a bit scared to be honest! Are you ok?"

Bucky:„baby please answer us!"

Steve:„alright you felt asleep but call us tomorrow! Love you good night!"

Bucky:„love you baby goodnight!"

I turned it off and started crying.